80's Films⇔jøshler (boyXboy)

0.3 [If]

if you were mine, i'd risk my dignity
if only to give love a chance

"why do you want to see him if he made you upset?" zack had a bored look on his face.

"look zack, i think maybe josh was just having a bad day or something! i mean he can't possibly be like that all the time."

"tyler, i know you always try to see the good in people, but sometimes people aren't all that good." zack had his eyes locked on me and i huffed

"it doesn't matter what you think, zack. if you don't take me, patrick will. so it's your choice, really."

zack widens his eyes. "well if you're that dedicated," he replied.

"i am," i say through a smile.

---

"patrick, what the hell should i wear?"

i pace around my room while he lays on my bed picking at my shaggy comforter.

"something comfortable? you don't want to be overdressed and come off as crazy."

i nodded my head and turned to face my closet. hmm...

"maybe a crop top? and a skirt with leg warmers," i offer.

"that sounds good," he replies, not looking at me. i wonder what his problem is.

it doesn't matter what his problem is, i have to deal with mine at the moment. as i slip on a neon purple crop top i glance at the fluorescent clock above my bed

"shit pat. 10 minutes. let's go."

he groans loudly. "y'know i think i'm gonna sit this one out. sorry i don't feel up to it right now."

i shake my head. really? i should ask him what's wrong but i have less than 10 minutes to get to the venue. he can wait.

---

"hello everyone, we're house of heroes and thanks for coming!"

there were a few quiet cheers, since there were only about 75 people so the crowd wasn't that loud.

some people stayed longer and others left but either way i was going to see him. i move quickly through the crowd until i'm at the stage. there's a small door and i walk through it to get to the backstage area.

my eyes scan the room for josh's bubblegum hair.

"josh!" i call walking towards him slowly. he doesn't look at me.

i watch him lean into tim and tim wraps his arms around josh. what is he doing? what's going on?

josh's lips crash into tim's and suddenly i understand.