G.A.D

Chapter 1

Louis' POV

So, it's been a week now that I've been pregnant and I still don't think Harry told Niall or Liam. I mean, why would he? He hates me and wants nothing to do with me now even though he was 'totally in love with me' just that morning before we found out.

I don't get it?

I mean, I know it's weird what I'm going through, but if he loved me he wouldn't have walked out on me like that?

I mean, who the fuck does that to someone?

Just then I heard a knock at my front door.

"Who is it?" I called out.

"Liam. Can I come in?" he asked through the door.

Of course it had to be.

"Yeah Li." I said and then he came in and shut my door.

"Can we sit and talk?" Liam asked looking at me with pity.

Guess Harry actually told them.

"Yeah." I nodded and then he sat down across from me on a different couch.

"So, you're knocked up?" my best friend asked me.

"Yeah." I nodded cuddling into my seat more.

I got put on bed rest, or mostly for me, couch rest, since my body is still fighting to get rid of the egg and I keep passing out.

"That's so weird." he said looking at my stomach.

"Thanks Liam." I said getting uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry. I may not support this and think it's stupid, but it's gonna take me some time to get used to it Louis so I can help." he said explaining himself.

"I know." I sighed. "But you aren't going to shun me like Harry?" I asked confused.

"I don't know." Liam said being honest. "I'm here to find out details first before I make my decision."

"Oh." I said quietly.

"So, are you keeping it?"

"It's not an it." I snapped. "They're a baby."

The doctor was right. I'm so protective and attached it's not even funny.

"Sorry." Liam apologized. "So, are you keeping the baby?" he then asked again.

"I want to keep the baby. They're my kid Liam."

"I don't think you should." he sighed. "You can die."

"I'll die for my child. His or her life is more important to me."

"Whatever." he said. "I don't want to argue."

"Then don't." I said looking at him with no emotion.

"Alright, I can see you've already made up your mind."

"I have." I nodded. "I'm not killing something that's so special to me."

"You know this isn't going to be easy right, Louis?" he then asked. "If you even step out that door-" he said pointing to my front door. "-then you will get so much shit that it's not even funny."

"Harry told me that." I said.

"Well he's right." Liam said. "I mean, I'm on his side on this one Louis."

"Why are you being like this Liam? You're my best friend?" I asked hurt and confused.

"Well thinking you've already died once is what's really bothering me and probably Harry too. It was hard and scary for us Louis. If you weren't going to possibly die from this, then I'd be all for it and smack Harry for leaving you, but you could die Louis! None of us want to see that happen, again."

"I get your concerns." I said nodding. "I really do, but I have already lived life. I've done things that I'm proud of and not so proud of. I've almost died and then lived. I've done so many things and I think I can give that up for my child that I got. It's magic Liam. I don't want to waste that."

"Louis." Liam sighed.

"Please don't leave me like Harry. I'm already going crazy." I said pleading. "I sometimes get so stressed from the passing out, the heat, the cramps, and then cleaning, and the doctors, and everything else that I get shortage of breath and I get really panicked. I can't have you leave me to do this myself as well. I can't handle loosing another person too Liam." I said feeling my lungs close up again like they've been doing lately.

"Louis, are you okay?" Liam asked worried getting up to rub my back.

"I can't br-breath right." I said trying to suck in air.

"I think you need to go to the hospital Louis." Liam said trying to pick me up.

Suddenly I could breath again.

"I'm fine." I breathed out and sat back.

"Are you sure?" Liam asked unconvinced.

"I'm cool now." I nodded. "Seriously." I said as Liam sat down across from me again as he looked at me weirdly.

"Louis, what was that? Is that because of your pregnancy?" he asked really concerned.

"No." I said shaking my head. "It started happening after Harry left me in the hospital. Right after he left I had a major panic attack and the doctors kept me in their care all night. They then took me home and made me stay in bed or on the couch."

"Oh god." Liam said and laid back some. "You're having panic attacks then? That's what you were saying to me?"

"Yeah." I nodded. "I need to find out what I have soon so I can take medicine."

"Louis this isn't good." Liam said shaking his head, sitting back up, and looking at me.

"Why?" I asked confused.

"Because this isn't good for the baby." he said. "You could hurt it with all your panic attacks and such."

"Well, I'm sure him or her will turn out just fine." I said.

"Hopefully." Liam said huffing out air and raising his eyebrows.

"It will." I nodded. "Things will turn out fine."

"Okay, well I'm staying the night to make sure you're okay."

"You don't have to Liam?"

"Well I'm going to." he said. "I'm worried."

"Are you still my friend?" I asked scared of the answer. "You won't leave me?"

"No." he said shaking his head.

My heart stopped.

"I'm not going to leave you. I'm still your friend." he nodded slowly.

Oh, thank you.

"Okay." I said letting out a breath I didn't know I was holding. "Then can you make me some soup? I'm pretty hungry and really tired to try and get up to make it myself, sorry." I said a tad embarrassed.

"Yeah, I got you Louis." Liam smiled and got up. "I'll help you out. There's no need to apologize. You need the help that Harry's failing to give you."

"New rule." I spoke up.

"Yes?" Liam asked before entering my kitchen.

"No more talk of Harry. It's just going to cause panic attacks."

"You're right. Sorry." Liam nodded.

"It's good." I said.

Liam nodded and then started on my soup.

I'm glad Liam's with me. Hopefully Niall won't turn his back on me like Harry.

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Well everyone there is the first chapter of the second book to M.P.D! I hope you like the book so far because I really enjoyed writing it. But please vote and comment! Thanks loves and see you next time! 😊