G.A.D

Chapter 6

I need a break.

I'm so stressed it's not even funny.

I've been really stressed about Harry lately because he won't answer any of my texts and I really want him in my life right now.

I know I hate him right now, but come on, he is the father of the child that's inside me.

The other thing, is that I slept with Danny two nights ago and we haven't talked to each other since.

I'm really worried now that she might want to move out and now I'm back to where I started, heartbroken, alone, and stressed.

"Louis?" I heard a small voice ask from behind me interrupting my thoughts.

"Yeah?" I asked turning around to see Liam walking up to me as I sat out on a park bench.

"What are you doing sitting all by yourself outside?" he asked.

"Thinking." I answered as I turned back to sitting right and looking out at the wild life.

"Thinking about what?" he asked standing beside me as he looked out to the trees as well.

"My baby." I said back to him.

"Oh." was all he said.

"I know you don't want me to have this baby Liam, I can tell." I said starting off. "But I need support besides Niall."

"You told Niall?" he asked sounding surprised.

"Yeah." I nodded. "Why are you so surprised?" I asked confused.

"Because he's not good in serious situations like this."

"Well, he's supporting me and helping me without judgement." I said, saying the last part under my breath.

"Louis, I heard that." he sighed.

"Well, I just don't understand how you could harm a life."

"Oh really? What about your own life? That's all that Harry and I are worried about. We don't want you dead."

"Well you don't have a choice Liam!" I said yelling at my friend as I turned to look at him.

Liam jumped a little.

"Sorry." I sighed shaking my head turning to look back at the green grassed park.

"I deserved it." he said shaking his head and looking down at the ground. "I'm sorry. I'm suppose to be your friend. I'm suppose to support your decisions and help you out in life. I haven't been doing that Louis." he said turning to look at me as he spoke the last part. "Sorry."

"It's okay." I said smiling a tight smile at him. "Thanks for understanding now though. I really need it."

"Yeah." he nodded. "You deserve it."

I nodded.

"Can I sit next to you on the bench?" he asked with a smile.

"Yeah." I said in a whispered tone.

Liam then sat down next to me on the park bench.

"So, what traditions are you going to have with the baby?"

"Well, I'm going to have the same holiday traditions that I have always done with my family and such, but I want to have new memories with speck that we didn't do."

"Like?"

"A family dinner every Thursday night."

"Why Thursday?" Liam laughed.

"Because, once they turn into teenagers, Fridays, Saturdays, and Sundays are important to them."

"Well, that's true." he nodded. "What if Harry wants something different though?"

"Well, that doesn't seem like it's going to be a problem." I said looking down to the ground.

"Why's that?" he asked confused.

Did Harry not say he broke up with me?

"Harry and I broke up." I said.

"Oh?" he asked. "I thought he's just not talking to you?"

"Well, we did and now he won't return any of my texts or calls."

"Maybe you should give it time."

"It's been a month of me being pregnant Liam. That's enough time."

"Well, go to him then Louis. If it's that important to you then go to him."

"I don't know."

"Well, I think you should."

"He doesn't want to be messed with probably Liam. That's why he's not answering me. He wants nothing to do with me."

"Well, maybe he lost his phone or can't use it."

"Liam, it's not going to happen and that really does make me sad. Like I said a month ago, I should just give it up and stop talking about him."

"Well, how are you going to do that then Lou?"

"Well, I like someone... kind of."

"Oh? What's his name?"

"Well, this might be weird..."

"Weird?"

"It's not a he."

"Not a he? What the hell do you mean?"

"Well, you know my roommate I've talked about? Danny?"

"Yeah?"

"Well, we slept together two nights ago."

"Oh my god, Louis!"

"I know it's wild and I think I did it because of hormones, but man was that sex good."

"I don't want to hear about straight sex."

"Liam." I huffed. "Can you just support me on something at least."

"You're right, sorry." he sighed. "So, what's she like?"

"She's great." I smiled. "I think I like her."

"What do you mean, think?"

"Well, we haven't talked in two days... since we slept together."

"Oh Lou." he sighed. "Why?"

"I think she thinks I didn't want to sleep with her."

"Well, tell her that you enjoyed it and you like her."

"I don't know how to talk to girls."

"It's not that hard. It's just like boys."

"I don't think so. Girls I heard are complicated as fuck."

"Well, you're the one who wanted to turn bisexual."

"Maybe I'm pansexual?"

"Well, you still like girls, so that's your fault buddy."

I laughed and said, "True." while nodding.

"Well, I have to get going, so I'll talk to you soon alright?"

"Alright." I nodded. "Don't be a stranger Li."

"I won't and same goes to you."

"I won't." I smiled and got up as well to head home.

Hopefully I can get my stress levels down so I can talk to Danny and tell her that I like her.

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