G.A.D

Chapter 3

"Hey, you're making a grilled cheese?" I asked walking into the kitchen.

"Yeah. Want one?" Danny asked.

"Yeah, sure." I nodded and walked to get a water from the fridge.

"So how did you sleep lazy bones?"

"Well considering that it's noon, I think pretty damn well." I nodded. "You?"

"Pretty good." she said handing me the sandwich she just made.

"Thanks." I said and then took a bite out of it as she got to making one for her.

"But I did wake up in the middle of the night." she then said. "I thought I heard something."

"Oh, that's probably me."

"What do you mean you?" she asked confused.

"Well sometimes I have panic attacks when I sleep and I clash around."

"You don't notice?"

"Sometimes." I said with a small shrug.

"Doesn't it bother you at all?" she asked worried.

"Sometimes." I said with a chuckle.

"Don't laugh Louis." she scolded. "This could be very serious."

"I know." I nodded. "My friend Liam already told me about that last week."

"Speaking of your friend." she then said to me. "When will I be able to meet any of them? You keep mentioning them to me."

"Well not all of them know about me."

"Really?" she asked.

"Yeah." I nodded. "Liam knows, but I don't think Harry, the father, told Niall yet."

"Oh, okay." she nodded. "Well then considering he's one of your best friends, maybe you should tell him?" she said and then took a bite of her now made up grilled cheese sandwich.

"I would love to tell him Danny, but I'm scared."

"Scared of what exactly?"

"That he won't be my friend anymore. Liam's still weird-ed out. I can tell. I don't want Niall doing the same."

"Well maybe he won't be like that? Not everyone's the same Louis."

"Maybe." I said sighing and then I took another bite of my lunch.

"Also maybe they are just worried about you possibly dying?"

"How did you know that?" I asked surprised.

"My class, remember?"

"Oh yeah." I nodded laughing a little bit.

"After what you told me about, you know that car accident you had, maybe they are all just a little freaked that they might have to go through that again? I know I would be."

"I know, I know." I huffed. "But they are my friends. I just need their full support. Not half ass."

"Well it's only been a week of Liam knowing. Just give him some time to fully understand what you're going through. Also you haven't even told Niall yet. So give him some slack Louis." Danny said as she cleaned up my kitchen.

"You're right." I sighed.

"I'm always right." she smiled.

I rolled my eyes playfully at her.

"So what do you want to do today?" she asked after she was done.

"Cry." I suddenly spoke up.

"Why?" she asked confused.

"I've been having so many mood changes lately. I've been thinking of Harry today and I can't seem to get him out of my head."

"You told me you hated him?" she asked.

"I do." I nodded. "I don't understand why I'm thinking of him so much."

"You just miss him." Danny shrugged.

"No. I hate him. So I don't miss him."

"You can hate someone and still miss them." she said.

"No you can't."

"Then you still love him."

"No way." I said shaking my head.

"Louis you spent a year of your life with him."

"Well, it hasn't completely been a year yet."

"When did you meet him?"

"I met him in August."

"And it's March." Danny said. "So seven months?"

"Yeah." I nodded.

"But you did love him, didn't you?"

"Yeah, I did Danny." I said looking away.

"Well if you truly love him, then you can't hate him so much, can you?"

"Well he left me when I needed him the most."

"I'm sure he had reason."

"Well who the fuck cares?" I said getting upset. "You don't know what we went through in the seven months that we were together okay? You don't know what I had to handle or the stress I was under okay? So stop being on his side. He's not a fucking angel."

"Woe, Louis, calm down." She said knitting her eyebrows. "I'm on your side, so chill the fuck out. I'm just trying to understand what the fuck happened, alright? So chill out."

"Sorry." I huffed. "Stupid hormones." I said rubbing my head in frustration.

"It's okay." she sighed and rubbed my back a little. "Just chill out on the couch alright?"

"Alright." I nodded and then walked to the couch.

She followed me and sat down as well.

A few hours later she turned to me.

"So, you never said if you were going to talk to Niall."

"I want to. I just don't know how to."

"Maybe at the end of the week?"

"Um, do you mind leaving the house for the day then?"

"Oh yeah. I have to do something on Friday anyways."

"Okay." I nodded. "I'll talk to him on Friday then."

"Great." Danny smiled and then focused back on the t.v.

Hopefully it goes well.

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