As long as we love each other (Book 2 of Arranged Marriage with My Best friend)

Chapter 8: What?!

A/N: Sorry for the late update. As I promised, I'll update it if I have a free time. Thanks everyone for supporting and reading. By the way, it's just a short update. 

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Ye-Joon's Pov

I started to hate Baekhyun after what happened. I hate the fact the he's watching me looking at Areum and he's watching my moves. He's over protective over his cousin. I don't want to lose my job, so I think that I really need to forget my feelings to Areum. I don't know, out of all girls out there, she's the one who caught my eyes and heart, and the worst is, she's my boss's wife. I really need to forget my feelings towards her, but how? It's hard every time I saw her, it makes my heart beat faster. But maybe, Baekhyun doesn't want his cousin to get hurt, so that's why he's protective.

I want to leave this company for me to forget my feelings to her, but I can't. I need money for my family. We're not rich unlike Areum and Taehyung, and also that Baekhyun. And also I need money for my father's health. I need to buy a medicine for him, so if I lose my job because of this feelings, it's just like I let my father suffer just because of my feelings to her. Of course, Taehyung will be angry if he knew that I have a feelings towards his wife. Taehyung is so kind to me, he even gives me an extra money for working overtime, and he always told us don't work to much, especially when we're so tired.

To be honest, I'm not planning to ruin their relationship, or to take Areum away from Taehyung. I don't want to hurt them. I don't have any plan on telling it to Areum. It will hurts me more to hear her answer. And the worst is she'll avoid me and hate me. It's better not to tell it to her, and just move on. What's the point of staying in love when the person you love is already married, and she's loved by her husband. Maybe more than the way I love her.

Today, I'm going to work as usual. I'm nervous, not because of what Baekhyun told me yesterday, but because I will see her again. I went to our office, everyone is already there. I started to work like usual. I want to focus on my work. I look at Baekhyun, he's working. I also notice that he's looking coldly at me a while ago, but I just ignore it.

After working, I was about to go home. All of them already went home, except me. I work overtime. Baekhyun called me again. I stop but I don't look at him.

BH: Didn't I already told you not to look at her again?

Me: What? I'm not-

BH: Stop with your lies, I saw you looking at her again a while ago.

I didn't answer, I was about to just ignore him and leave when he grab me by my shoulder and said

BH: Don't you dare to walk away from me! I warn you, but you did it again.

Me: Sorry, it's hard for me to forget her. That's why I can't help but to look at her.

BH: How can you forget her, when you keep on looking at her? You know just stop.

Me: It's not easy you know. Maybe you just don't know how it feels, if the ones you love will never loves you back. Or maybe you haven't experience love before or being in love before?

BH: I know it's hard, so I think the best way to forget Areum is to leave this company.

Me: I can't! I don't want to lose my job. I will never leave.

Our voice is a little bit louder because we're the only ones who left here.

BH: So you better watch your moves. Don't look at her, stop being friends with her, only talk to her when she ask something or if you'll ask something, but make sure that it's related to your work. Don't you ever try to break their relation.

Me: Yes, okay okay. Sure, I won't.

BH: Do what you've said. Don't look at her again, okay? And also, don't confess to Areum that you love her, and again don't take Areum away from Taehyung, or else-

"He loves Areum? What? What's happening here? Don't confess? Take her away from me? What is it?" Baekhyun didn't finish his sentence because Taehyung interrupt it.

Taehyung: What is it? Confess to Areum? Loves her? What is it all about? Is there something I need to know?

Baekhyun and I look at each other nervously. We taught that we're the only ones here, but no. And the worst is Taehyung heard us. I'm so nervous right now. I don't know what to do or what to say. Even Baekhyun didn't even said a single word. He's just looking at the ground nervously.

Taehyung: What is it? What's happening?! ANSWER ME!

Taehyung raise his voice that causes us to step back a little and it makes me felt so nervous. We still didn't say anything.

Taehyung: Hyung, what is it? What do you mean by he shouldn't confess to Areum that he loves her? And he shouldn't take Areum away from me? Is there something I need to know?

I become so nervous right now, it's just like I just want to run away from them. Baekhyun and I stand there nervously, but I'm sure that Baekhyun will answer his questions. Maybe he's nervous of how to tell it to Taehyung. Maybe he's avoiding this to happen, to let Taehyung know that I love Areum. Also to avoid the fight or any possible things to happen.

Whatshould I do right now? What would I say? I'm so dead right now.