Love story my ass [Vikklan]

My story [important authors note]

So this as about me and my coming out story. So here to you guys I'm bisexual as fuck. I've decided to tell my shoes and hopefully give some advice. Any questions ask and I will try and help you guys out. Any way time to get into this and I'm on the school laptop right now so I'm going to try and be quick.

In about 2012 my parents first said to me if your gay we would be okay with it and I was like  what the fuck I'm straight. Spoiler you are not straight. Well a little bit later I had my first girl crush and I already was like I can't be gay I like boys. This was also when gay was a huge insult at my school, to think I was only 12 years of age and already being called gay was a joke. I admit I used to do the same for a while.

Around 2014 I started really questioning a bit more. Apparently not everyone has girl crushes the same way I did. When I had my girl crushes I just wanted to date them and not in the she's so pretty I would date her joke way. At the beginning of 2015 I found out what bisexual was and was like maybe that's me before completely pushing it out my mind. Middle of 2015 I started questioning again but this time more seriously, this continued until around February 2016 when I was like I think I'm bisexual. It was quite confusing because it wasn't as if I like just girls and I thought you could only like one. 2016 a lot more information was made available to me about the lgbt community and on the 3rd of June I came out to one of my friends through twitter DM.

On the 6th of June I wrote a letter to my parents coming out and they was so cool about it. I knew they would be but I was still really scared.

I'm slowly coming out to my school and it's honestly scaring me so much. I know that being bi can be easier because in the straight society we live in we can still be with the gender were attracted to without having to come out. Theirs also things that make it harder such as people saying bisexuals are greedy/attention seeking. Also not all the straight or gay community accepts us as one of them. It's frustrating at times.

My advice is not to rush yourself. Stressing yourself out and rushing yourself to work out who you are only makes it so much harder to work it out.

Don't come out to your parents if you know they will kick you out or disown you. Wait until you have a place to live because it's better to have a home.

Don't feel as if you need to tell people because it's your sexuality and you can choose who you tell.

You come out more than once and you keep having to. It's not like "I'm (insert here) surprise" and everyone suddenly knows. You keep having to tell people but it does get so much easier. Currently with me still telling people I'm showing them my phone case (a heart with the colours of the bisexual pride flag) and telling them it means something. When they ask what it is I say a flag and tell them to google it. When people already know what it means it's so much easier.

Most people wouldn't care about who you like. I don't mean this in the rude way but so many people don't care who you wanna fuck. One of my mates was like oh that's cool and kept talking about YouTube.

It's harder than it looks. Coming out is a lot harder than it looks for the outside, I was so scared telling my parents even though I knew they would be 100% cool with it. Same with my friends.

If anyone has any questions for me be sure to ask and I realised I never officially came out on wattpad so here.

Anyway whatever your gender or sexuality love is love and end the end we are all just a human.

That's it from me hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻️