Keep you close

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"Tell him." Rob whispered as we got closer to form and closer to Jerome.

"No." This is one thing that I'm digging my heals in with.

"I'm not asking you to tell him you love Lachlan..."

"Shut up." I interrupted.

"But." He continued, "Your going to tell him that your not ashamed of who you are and your not letting him control you."

"Rob please I don't want people knowing." As soon as we get within hearing distance of Jerome I turn to face Rob once more, "Can we just drop it now it doesn't matter."

"Vikk." He started.

"I said drop it." Some secrets you have to keep, "Morning Jerome how's life?"

Rob turns and gives me a look of disappointment. People believe rumours and when the rumour happens to be true then it's even worse. I don't care who I disappoint I need to keep my private life private and if that means sacrificing a few things then that's what I would do.

"I'm fine but what about you?" He asked, "You've missed so much school recently."

"I haven't really felt good." Shrugging my shoulders.

"Ah okay." He raised his eyebrow in suspicion but knew he's not going to get anything out of me, not again, not after everything that he's done.

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I ran. After 1st period when I was on my way to French and Rob in a meeting I decided to leave. Walk straight out the doors like your meant to be leaving then as soon as your out the grounds breath a sigh of relief and take of your tie. Everyone will probably try to find me, maybe convince me to come back to school but I won't, not today at least.

I've left the school see you whenever-Vikk

Now Rob won't worry and I can have a bit of alone time for a few hours. I walk along the path kicking stones and empty cans ahead of my as I go. The over grown brushes from people's gardens scratch my arms as I walk by.

Now the only thing I need to worry about is my secrets getting out. Secrets keep you close because of the fear of them getting out. That's why it's only a secret when your the only person who knows. I wish they stayed my own secret now, keeping it hidden would have worked out so much better than telling anybody, at least I would have know it was safe. The only way to keep it safe now is to kill everyone who knows and I'm sure as hell not doing that.

Authors note

Guys I've had the best idea for this book and can't wait for you guys to find it out. I just need to work out how to fit it in slowly. Anyway I'm sleepy now and hA only one eye open because it's easier.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻️

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