Love story my ass [Vikklan]

Have my life back

The plan was to avoid Lachlan all day and when rob asked just say I didn't see him, yet me all know my luck.

At break when I was sitting outside cooking scribbling in my art book waiting for rob to wash up Lachlan walked up to me.

"Explain."

"Explain what." I hold my breath hoping rob would hurry up.

"This." He held his phone out with my texts on the screen, he went into his phone then showed me screenshots, "And then this."

I take his phone and read the screenshots, it was Rob telling who I can only guess was Preston to tell Lachlan he gotta talk to me.

"What do you want me to say?" I asked giving his phone back.

"Why?" He said his voice empty of emotion, "Everything just why Vikk."

"I want everything to go back to normal so I can't talk to you." That's it that's all I have to say.

"Why Vikk was how it used to be all that great?"

"Yes." I snap, why would I want to go back to what it was if it wasn't.

"Really Vikk?" What is up with this kid, at the moment rob finally walks late out the cooking room.

"Yes really." I turn to Rob, "I've spoke to him can we please go."

Rob looks between us both and then mouths something at Lachlan before turning to me, "Okay then."

"Thank god." I mutter under my breath.

"You should really think about everything Vikk." Lachlan said as we walked off, "Take a long hard think about it all."

I walked down the hall in silence, angry silence. Anger formed only from the recent encounter. Anger that could have been avoided. The sort of anger that comes along with people questioning your judgement, when your plans are changed by no choice of your own. When you have no control that you had before. I don't want control anyone just my own actions and I can't even do that.

If I have no control in my own actions how do I know anything that I'm doing is really me. How do I know that my choices effect anything, that I'm even in control of my choices?

"Vikk?" Robs face was a clear picture of concern, "Are you okay?"

"Yeah." I breath still deep in thought.

"You still up for tonight?" He asked.

"Yeah totally." I pipe up thinking about it, at least after today everything will go back to normal.

After today I will have my life back.

Authors note

Sorry if my writing is ducky and updates slow at the moment. Theirs a lot going on in my head.

Thanks for sticking with me.

Hugs, kisses and peace ✌🏻️