I have nothing to apologise for

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"I have nothing to apologise for." I say not looking back but hearing Lachlan's light uneven footsteps following me as I leave the school ground.

"How did you know it's me?" He asked confirming that I knew his walk well enough to identify him.

"Your walk." I shrugged as he jogged to catch up with me.

"Why did you do that?" He asked jogging and I kept up a fast pace.

"Wouldn't you have?" I asked, wouldn't anybody want revenge on somebody that took everything away from you in the space of a few hours.

"No I would hide away in my room until it blows over and if it don't blow over I would move schools." He stopped and thought for a bit, "Like if anyone found out things..."

"What things?" I asked, what hasn't Lachlan told me?

"Well I know you wouldn't spread anything around so that's why I'm telling you." He said, "Like considering they way people treated you I am too scared for anyone to know. Like it's not the same as yours really but still."

"Stop stalling." I stop and sit on somebody's garden wall.

"Well Vikk." He looks around then leans close to me before whispering, "I'm actually bisexual. I lean more towards girls that's probably why I don't feel the same way about you and honestly even if I did I couldn't."

"Couldn't what?" I ask.

"Couldn't date you or anything I just couldn't." Lachlan's jumps up when he hears footsteps in the distance.

"Well I'm still not going to apologise fit anything." I know Lachlan's going to bring it up, I know him.

"You have to apologise to Mitch at least."

"As I said Lachlan." I huff as I start walking off at a quick pace, "I have nothing to apologise for."

"But Vikk..." He started.

"So piss off!" I shout turning to face him, "Just fuck off Lachlan! This is all your fault but I ignored that now after I've done what I needed to your telling me to basically take it back. Your telling me I went too far with what I did when they took so much more away from me! You don't know my life Lachlan you haven't been a part of it for long enough to have any say in when I go too far! So piss off you can at least go back to school without shame because your the victim in this. A nice straight guy who was hit on by somebody he thought was a friend. They don't need to know your not straight you can live the rest of your school life I now have to leave! So Lachlan do me one favour and piss off!"

With that I walk of leaving Lachlan standing their alone.

Authors note

It's coming to a end soon. I hope your enjoying it. Now thanks for the kind messages asking if I was okay.

The reason I was in their wasn't something in proud of. I've been discharged now though.

Anyway the reason I was their was attempted suicide.

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