Kick to the head

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Their is use of gay slurs in this chapter.

He hates me now. Lachlan now hates me. I should have kept quiet. I shouldn't have told him, crushes go after a while. Why did I listen to Rob?

Look Vikk I don't hate you I just need time to process it. Stay their I'm coming back later-Lachlan

I read the message crying, my tears dropping all over my phone and onto my feet. I start to type out a text but my hands shake so much I can't. I should probably just leave, go home, Lachlan wouldn't care. Like he's really coming back anyway, that was probably a lie. A lie aimed to make me look foolish while he tells everyone.

"So Vikky, Vikky, Vikky." I turn around crying to see Jerome has came through the other entrance to the park, "I heard this rumour you walked out of school... So I asked around and found out Lachlan also walked out to find you and you wouldn't believe this, I saw him on my way here. Your here crying, I saw Lachlan walking around looking very upset and I'm here to investigate."

"Go away Jerome." I sniff.

"I think our little Vikky likes little lachy our little Vikky told little lachy he's in love and little lachy walked off because he's not a faggot like little Vikky." He said maliciously in the most babyish voice he could muster, "Now little Vikky is crying even more because scary Jerome is going to tell everyone that Vikky is a faggot that's in love with lachy."

"Jerome please." I beg, "I would do anything please. You don't need to worry about me hanging out with Lachlan he now hates me."

"The fag is ashamed of being a fag how sweet." He laughed, "It's too late now Vikk. If you listened to me in the beginning we would be having this conversation now would we?"

"Jerome please." I choke.

"You could get on your hands and knees and beg and that would change nothing." He smirked, "It wouldn't change the fact I've secretly filmed all of this or the fact I'm about to send this over to Mitch to show everyone and post it on Facebook for the whole school to see. I'm even going to tag your mum, I hope you told her."

"Jerome I would do anything I don't care what it is. I would tell the school myself as long as they don't find out I like Lachlan." Theirs no use, he's not going to change his mind, "Lachlan don't even like me back what's the point in the Jerome. I'm already on the floor this is just a kick to the head."

"You know theirs no use faggot so stop trying."

"Please Jerome why are you doing this?" I cough in a last attempt.

"If you wasn't so selfish you would have realised." I look up at Jerome and to the phone pointing out his blazer pocket and tears keep streaming down my face, this is how the schools going to see me now, Jerome takes the phone out the pocket point it down at me before what I assume turns the recording off, "Time for everyone to know the secret faggot."

"Jerome." My voice breaks, "Why?"

"Done." He jumped up into the air with the most evil smile on his face, "Good bye and good like your going to need it."

It's out. Why is Jerome so cruel? How could anybody wake up and decide to ruin someone's life like this? Why would he want to hurt his own friend?

I watch Jerome leaving wishing that I could turn back time and change everything. I wish I could go back to when I was 13 years old and not tell Jerome and Mitch that I'm gay. My life would have turned out so different.

Authors note

I'm going to finish writing this before I finish my ksimon so I have more time to work on this.

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