He hates living in there, he hates it. Everyone doesn't like him and all that he want to do is,
Run..
He wants to run away from that place, he tried to be mortal but..
He can't.
No way to escape, he's trapped in that place. Seems heavenly, but only he can relate how that place feels like hell.
He feels like a prisoner, a prisoner that can only watch how his friends face death. He really want to escape that fucking place but he knew he can't,
He knew he can't run away..
And the only thing he can do is wait, and watch his friends downstairs.
Can someone help him to run away?
Why are you running away, Jungkook-ah? You're supposed to be strong, but why are you running? Why are you avoiding? You keep on running away from your story, you keep on running away from life. Why do you want to run away, Jungkook-ah?
Everything will just pass away when it is time. Your pain, your feelings. It'll slowly leave your chest, slowly leave your life. Everything's gonna be fine when it's time, Jungkook-ah.
I know, I understand that you're tired, but why did you take it this way? You can choose to face it instead but why did you choose to run away? You always act like you're strong, like everything's fine, but deep inside you're weak, you're just pure like your feelings. Innocent, and very, very sensitive.
I understand that you missed me, but this is not the way that I wanted to see from you. Did you actually doing it on purpose Jungkook?
You saw that car speeds up on the road but why are you still.. Why are you still standing there like there's nothing going to happen, Jeon Jungkook? Why.. Why did you still took your steps and cross the fucking road? Why?! Don't tell me that you've planned everything, don't tell me that you've attempted to leave the world as well? Don't you know how hurt I am to see you in this state?
Run,
You're trying to run towards me huh, Jungkook-ah...
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Fanfiction[COMPLETED] "I'm scared that everything will break if I let go, if I let go of our memories." × bangtan ©2018 -alienjoon °Contains explicit content - suicide attempt