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"He's dead." who's dead? Who's the one who've leave the mortal world?

"Jin hyung's gone.."

That's right. It's Jin. It's their Kim Seokjin.

Today is Jin's funeral. All of the members and also a few other staff came to his funeral to give their last respect for the said person.

In Jungkook's eyes, no thing or day is worse than this. The sun hides behind the clouds, not giving any signs to bright up the dull sky instead the cloud start to give it's sign to cry when rain starts to fall.

The funeral went quick as the staff tried to avoid themselves from the rain. And then they all left the funeral, leaving only Jungkook and the rest of his members gathering around the late's funeral.

"Why did you leave us, hyung?" Jungkook whispers, biting his lip as he smiled bitterly.

They cried, they screamed. None of them wants to believe it, but yet they also can't deny the fact that their beloved hyung has gone away, perhaps watching them through heaven.

'What did Jin hyung do wrong? Answer me, please.. Why did you take him away from our life, huh...?' Jungkook thought, fist clenched, smacking the wet ground.

"J-Jungkook, it's going to rain heavily. Let's go home okay?" Jimin stutterly cooes, asking Jungkook in the calmest tone he can after a whole one hour of crying.

"Okay..." Jungkook stand up as he look around him, noticing all the members already went into the vehicle except himself. Jimin would probably walk back there just to call him.

He take a seat beside Taehyung as Jimin plops himself beside him before the manager closed the vehicle's door for Jimin. The manager take a glance look at the members before he fix his gaze and drive back to their dorm.

No one dared to walk into the kitchen that night to eat the dinner that Jungkook has ordered. Jungkook doesn't have the urge to eat as well but thinking about the other members that would probably hungry because none of them have eaten anything for the whole day, he decided to just order some takeouts. He take the food that was sent to their dorm 5 minutes ago and calls the other members.

"Hyungs, the food is ready! Do you want me to serve it or what?" He yells, to make sure everyone can hear his question. There's a long silence lingering around him, he sighs.

"Hyungs, I'll just keep the food in the fridge. Just heat it back when you're hungry okay?" Jungkook informed before he take the food and shove it into the refrigerator.

He knew one of the reasons why his members doesn't want to come out to the kitchen. It's because it was Jin's favourite place. All the utensils, the stuffs and the scent here makes them think of Jin.

Jungkook let out another defeated sigh as he wash his hands at the sink before drying it with the pink hand towel hanged beside the sink. 'Pink is so Jin hyung..' He thought.

Jungkook shut off the lights, only letting the front light shine open before he quietly enter his shared room with Jimin.

He look at Jimin with sad eyes, with swollen eyes and pale face, Jimin covered himself under the duvet and quietly try to sleep. Jungkook approaches the fragile body infront him and pulls the covered duvet around Jimin's body higher, to cover mostly all of Jimin's body except his face.

"You can't stand with the cold, hyung. Please sleep well.." Jungkook whispers before he went to his own bed.

He lay down on his own bed, letting his mind wondering around with thoughts. He stares the blank white ceiling, the thought of Jin hyung makes him creak out a smile, more like a sad one.

"Jaljayo, hyung.."

'Giving wishes to someone who doesn't exist anymore, that sounds stupid huh?'