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"Arghhh!" a loud scream catch up Jungkook's attention as he wake up quickly. Knowing who's scream belongs to, he stand up from his bed and quickly went to Hoseok's room.

"Hyung? You okay?" Jungkook peeks his head into Hoseok's room as he saw Jimin sitting at the corner of Hoseok's bed, calming down the latter.

After a few pats and assurance given by Jimin, Hoseok finally close his eyes once again, letting the night drive him back to sleep.

Jimin gestures Jungkook to come in as Jungkook walks towards him and sit on the floor.

"He's having a nightmare again." Jimin says as he take a look at the latter who's having a pale face, trying his best to have a good rest.

Hoseok need to take sleeping pills before he sleep everyday after Jin's death. He always have nightmares and having lack of sleep because of it. His doctor diagnosed him having insomnia (sleeping disorder). According to the doctor, Hoseok need to get a good sleep, for at least 8 hours or it'll affect his heath. And Hoseok also need to take his sleeping pills 2 times a day, according to what's written in the medication's description.

Jungkook can clearly see that Hoseok is turning out into a lifeless human. Hoseok has become weak and sometimes he would fall when he walks. He doesn't went out much, Hoseok would just lay down on his bed, trying to sleep peacefully without the nightmare haunting his mind.

Hoseok eat the least when Jungkook prepares food for them. Jungkook can barely hold his emotions when he see Hoseok in that state. 'Slowly fall into confusion, into depression.'

"Hyung, I thought you went out?" Jungkook whispers towards Jimin who keeps on staring at Hoseok with sad eyes.

"Let's talk outside." Jimin mutters as he stand up and walk out from the room.

Jungkook sighs as he tag himself behind Jimin. After both of them walk out from the room, Jimin went to grab his wallet on the coffee table at the living room, where he put his things when he reached home earlier.

Jungkook walk towards him, hold Jimin's wrist, looking at Jimin in disbelief.

"You're going out, again?" Jungkook asks, giving a glare to Jimin. Jungkook hate the smell of those alcohol on Jimin's clothes. Sometimes he saw some stained lipstick on Jimin's clothes and face. 'What the hell is this guy actually doing out there?' Jungkook thought.

"Urgh let me go." Jimin hisses abruptly as he try to push Jungkook's grip away from his wrist but attempt fail.

"What's your problem? Yeah, I'm going out again it and doesn't matter with you. It's none of your business." Jimin scoffs at Jungkook in annoyance.

"It's my business okay. Jin hyung told me to-"

"Just fuck off with those stupid statements. If Jin hyung ever asked you to take care of us, then what? I don't even care about it. He's dead anyways." Jimin laughs as he pull his hand away from Jungkook's loosened grip.

Getting shocked by Jimin's words, Jungkook ball his fists strongly, 'This is too much!' Jungkook thought, his temperature starts to rise.

Anger fills in Jungkook's mind as he shove Jimin a punch on his face. Jimin stumbles on the ground because of the strong impact received from the punch.

He groans in pain as he glares at Jungkook.

"What the hell are you doing huh?!" Jimin yells as he stand up and grab Jungkook's shirt.

"You piece of shitty dickhead." Jungkook hisses, as he spit on the ground later on.

"What did you just call me?" Jimin clench his teeth, anger rising up within seconds.

"I didn't know that you've turned out deaf lol." Jungkook chuckles as Jimin push him away. Jimin shove Jungkook a powerful punch on his cheek, making Jungkook fall his ass on the floor. He touch the tip of his lip, wincing as he saw some blood sticks on his finger. Jungkook laughs sarcastically, tears escaping his eyes.

"Everything seems to turn upside down huh, Jin hyung? They don't even care of me now. While I'm trying to help them, they pushed me away, they told me to go away, that it's not my business. They told me I don't understand anything just because I'm fucking younger, fucking assholes I don't think they would realize if I kill myself huh?" Jungkook slowly stand up from his place.

"J-Jungkookie I'm-"

"Stop. Just fucking go, I don't want to care about you anymore. Just, I hate this Jimin infront of me right now. I just want the old Jimin who would always give me love and not the Jimin who just punched me. I'm.. I'm so disappointed with you, hyung..." Jungkook says as he turn his heels, walking away to his room, leaving Jimin in the living room all by himself.

Jungkook let out a sob as he lay down on his bed. He want to sleep forever, but he know that he can't. He need to survive in this war.

'Right Jin hyung?'