Make sure you listen to the music thank you
I love you guys!
Hey guys I'm going through hell this summer...
I just lost my little cousin I loved her so much it wasn't healthy. She was an amazing little girl. Her mom died and her father to...as soon as I'm 18 I was going to be her legal mother. She was a angel! I loved her.
Her older sister who was taking care of her for the week. rushed into my house and dragged me to the car there her friend was holding her, blood everywhere I held her in my arms and they told me how they weren't watching her and she fell down the stairs. We got go the ER and I was the one to kiss her head before she went to surgery. 2 long hours later the doctor came out and said
"Taylor Pytlewski?"
"Yes!" My voice shaky and craky
"I'm sorry for your loss" I felt no emotion what so ever. Then the harsh reality of it all. I just lost my god daughter! Tears pooring out of my eyes as I shake violently. But it's not my fault! It was there's they were stupid and didn't watch her!
So here's why I'm sorry
I'm not there when I need to be!
I can't protect the people I love
People are dead becuse of me
I'm giving up
