journal

day 2(?)

the title is confusing, I know. okay so last time I wrote in this mf was  Monday which was apparently 3 days ago?? like it's 1am so it's Thursday but like do you get how it feels like it's still Wednesday bc it's night time and all that shit lol okay now Ima get into the real shit

6/30/16
1:56am

feeling: a lil sad ig & ranty af

so actually it's almost 2am fuck lol anyways lets get to da point on why I'm sad lol I want a bf really bad,, don't get me wrong I'm not trying to sound cocky or anything but guys are always in my messages wanting to get with me but like the problem is I always stop talking to them lol idk why I just get bored and stop talking to them (a pic of me above just to show yalls asses I'm not ugly and that may be why I can't get a bf lol no it's bc I never text anyone back smh ALSO IF YOU WANNA SEE WHAT I LOOK LIKE MORE, MY IG IS: micahisms) also the guys in my city are fucking trash and don't know how to treat a girl right lol like buy me a $40 highlighter and call me babygirl and cuddle w me hoe bUT YALL THERE IS THIS GUY ON MY FACEBOOK TRYING TO GET WITH ME BOI IF YOU DONT GET YA UGLY ASS OUT MY INBOX I STG okay so basically he's liking all my shit 24/7 and commenting on all my shit that says "why can't there be a guy like this in .... (my town)" AND HES LIKE "there is but no one notices us" boi I would notice you if you didn't look like fuckin justin timberlake when he was still in that boy band smh it's gonna be mayyyyyyy anyways that was lame I know leave me alone but yeah why I'm feeling a lil sad is bc I want a bf but im a lil piece of shit and refuse to text anyone back so I make them uninterested 🙃 anyways LET ME FUCKING TELL YOU BITCH OKAY SO I GO TO CHURCH ON WEDNESDAYS AND THIS GUY HAD THE HOTS FOR ME FOR FUCKING EVER AND THEN HE GOT A LIL GF AND TRIED MAKING ME JEALOUS LMAO BITCH FIRST OF FUCKING ALL I DONT EVEN WANT YA UGLY ASS NOBODY DOES LMAO SECOND YA GIRL UGLY AS SHIT AND GOT THAT BROKE ASS TRAP PHONE JUST LIKE HIM AND THIRD OF ALL HES GON SAY "I can't do anything (not like that you nasty mf) with you anymore bc I have a girl friend" BRO I WAS LIKE "I don't care I didn't want you in the first place" BRUH LOOKED SO EMBARRASSED LMAO THEN THATS WHY HIS RAT ASS LOOKING GF DONT EVEN WANT HIM SHES OVER HERE TEXTING FOLKS SAYINg "I think we should just be friends, I don't think of him that way" LMAO HE JUST NEEDA FACE IT NO ONE WANTS HIM 💀💀 but bruh I'm texting this one guy and guess what his name is 🤔 Micah lmao just like mine smh okay bih that's all I got to say for rn but when I wake up and shit tom. maybe I'll have some more shit to say ight bye hoe.