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day 3 lol

okay I'm guessing it's day 3 bc its 3am, Friday so it's basically day 3 but still feels like day 2 lol I explained that in the last one so you get it

7/1/16
3:06am

feeling: idk tbh

there's probably some bitch out there wondering why I stay up to the ass crack of dawn and the reasoning is I'm scared of the dark lmao it's childish af but I always have been lol my ass had a night light and all but that bitch doesn't make me unscared lol plus I think my house is haunted af but anyways same ole guy that was trying to get with me is still hardcore trying 😬 okay but for the past two weeks my best friend/crush hayden has been ignoring me,, or so I thought lol but anyways it turns out he was just busy af and we got to FaceTime today and it made me so happy but then he made me rlly mad bc he kept trying to make me jealous eVEN THO HE SAID IF HE WASNT MOVING HED BE HELLA FUCKING W ME LIKE BITCH I WANT YOU WHY YOU GOTTA MOVE LIKE THAT WTF and that's another thing I like him a lot and he's moving to Georgia and I'm in Alabama 🙃 anyways again I rlly want a bf and all these guys keep trying to fwm and I keep ignoring them all lol it's sad bc I want a bf really bad but idk how to talk to guys so I just ignore them how ironic and also the pic above is hayden fting me but don't even try looking him up on fb or ig or any where bc he goes by his real name lol and me and my sister were talking (kinda well experienced with guys and no that doesn't mean she's a hoe she's just had her fair share of boyfriends and knows how guys work) anyways I told her about how he keeps trying to make me jealous and she said guys do that when they miss you 😌❤️ that made me v happy lol but anyways I'm rlly tired but also want to finish the first season of oitnb bc I just started watching it and it's gr8 and I'm episode 11 lmao I love it and recommend it to anyone so Ima go bc I want to finish this season so peace hoes maybe I'll see y'all later.