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next day :)

lol i know i just talked about collyan yesterday but he hml last night and said "who you been bangin" , like first of all thats nun ya business ho & second of all i have a whole man now sooooooo . anyways i was like "why" and he said "you ain talked to me in a month" and i was like hmmmm he been keeping up with that shit ? smh i stopped worrying about his ass after the last time we fucked lol and that was like the veryyyyy beginning of november . ever since mid-novemeber i've been alllllll about murk :) and im real happy bc me and him are finally doing something where its just us tomorrow , we're finna go to auburn and shit and he wants to buy me some stuff but im not gonna get anything bc thats his money and we've only been going together for a week and some days and ion want him to think im with him for things he can get me bc im really not , im with him bc i actually like his stupid ass lol . he's so funny and i loveeee when a nigga can make me laugh lol but anyways im not even in it for the looks either bc i have niggas in my phone that look better than murk but ion even care bc i want murk sooooo :P anyways i need a job so bad and im worried that no one will higher me bc of my rep , so rip to me if i dont get hired by someone soon . and for myself looking back at this in the future , i just peed and i feel so much better there's no feeling better than peeing after you've held it for so long honestly idc what anyone says lol . but anyways im finna peace outtttt bye fuckas .