murk goes to court next week on tuesday and wednesday . i don't think i've ever been so scared of an outcome of something . imagine if he's gone for a whole year ... i'm telling everyone i will stick through it and continue being with him , which i am , but its going to be so hard not seeing him for so long .. i'm so scared things are going to change about myself or even him . what if we're totally different people in a year or however long he gets ? what if i turn into someone else and he doesn't love me anymore or vice versa ? idk im just really scared/nervous about this situation .. i'm trying to stay positive and i'm hoping for the best . peace y'all maybe God will come through and set him as a free man . if anyone is actually reading this , please say a prayer .
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Humorjust a daily description of how I'm feeling,, mostly in love & sad so beware btw I drew this cover thingy so pls don't steal and it's okay if no one reads this, it's basically for myself
