12-7-17

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mine and murks relationship just got so much better last night , he opened up to me about things he's never told anyone and i feel so special and i love him so so so much . i dont understand how someone could treat him wrongly honestly or even want to . he means so much to me already i can just imagine how i'll feel in another two weeks . he's one of the best people i've ever met and im so so so glad i did . he's a sweetheart and just needs love and i swear ill never stop giving him that . i'll never let anyone hurt him in any type of way and if for some reason we were to break up , i'd still be by his side forever . i didnt even think i'd ever feel this way about him honestly but he's so special to me i couldnt see myself without him . i love the thought of us . i love him . anyways ,  he may go to jail for 30 days for not paying court fees and i only found that out yesterday from him . but im not mad at him for not telling me bc there's been a lot going on for him and i completely understand . i really dont want him to get sent down the road bc just not seeing him while im at school hurts , imagine how a whole month without him would be . i just want my baby to be okay and safe and to be with me :( maybe God will come through and set him as a free man .  anyways im about to peace out , bye y'all .

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