When you don't belong to this world anymore
When the whole world reject you
Will you start doubting your existence !!
What a misty, what a tragedy
Maybe you missed a few lines of the story
Maybe you have a story to remember ...
So will you ever g...
Time .. the time is so slow that i can't bear it ,that i can't handle it ,it drives me crazy at times ,actually it's like the time is frozen .. It's like ' today ' is never going to end It's like my routine is never going to end that's how i feel everyday .. That's how my clockwise moves. It feels like i'm lost in a different space time ..
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Staring at the roof and the walls around me ..are they looking back ! are they telling me something !! "i should sleep early tonight" that's what i told myself before turning off the lights . I kept looking around as if i'm searching for something in the darkness .. "Oh..i should sleep early tonight" Did i say that again !! With a surprising face i just kept looking around ,i can't control my thoughts or even words ..it was like someone else said that. Am i going insane !! With my eyes wide open my mind betrayed me once again .. What ! what did i just say !! once again !!..what did i mean by saying that ! It's like i'm not the one who is talking . .my mind is going harsh on me . Oh ! ..oh ! i'm seeing that girl but..but ..this time is more real for a simple nightmare . . . She is sleeping on the other bed in the corner but i can't see her face yet her back seems soft..i can feel how soft her skin is . .her hair . .her dress ,in a shock i kept staring at her like i never did to a woman ! Suddenly, she seems to wake up "Where am i !!" she said. With a dry throat i wanted to talk in fear but how does only my mouth is moving and there's no words coming out !! A creepy few seconds of silence was about to kill me until a voice said "yeah where else i could be" that's what she said ..that's what she said the last time . But ..i'm not able to talk i'm not able to talk ..i felt the panic spreading into my veins . And while i was so scared she was pushing her self to wake up and stand "Oh an other boring day" she murmured My body feels heavy same as her footsteps and i couldn't move at all .. I just kept watching her ,it seems that she don't want to get out of the room but wait a minute ! this is my room ,it's my room how could it be …!! She is walking towards the door it's like she is obliged to move and open that door.. The footsteps are heavy ,they are real . . It's all real ,i can hear everything so clearly ..that's right i'm in the same room with her now . It's like she is thinking if she have the courage to open it (that's what i thought) ...... the fogy light is spreading faster than the last time but she opened the door ..
