A Story To Remember

Help me ... to Remember

This whole universe have its own rules and we should not break them so what happen if we ever do !! do we get a punishment !!
But what kind of punishment !!
We can't keep running and playing the hide and seek game..
That's why we choose to face it pretending to be brave ,while we are only a slave between the fate hands .
Trying to melt the chains and break the invisible walls ,to fight for your resistance cause you are the destiny's target ,so your dark soul is already haunted and the more you dig your curiosity into the truth ,the more deep you get lost ..like a stranger in the wild forest .…someone told me this but I didn't get why .
I'm crying on my knees in front of a scary deep hole on the ground ..I remembered the note I filled here so I dig my hand into the ground and dirt searching for a clue ..and here is it a neckless instead .

"That's ….. "

"Matt " the girl called me from behind ,yeah the ashes are still calling my name .

"Help me.. to remember "

"You have to find the paper first "

But what is that paper !!
what's written in there !!
why I have to find it !!
Many questions are running on my mind to steal my peace ,my focus and my everything ..

"Enlighten me please ,I need to get it all "

"I'm your darkness how can I enlighten you !! I'm the burning candle that can't give you a clear shining light through your long path ...Matt  open the neckless "

I hesitated for a few seconds but soon decided to open it and ...it's a picture ...for a girl ,a beautiful one ..so pretty ,she seems to be a Japanese but something sounds different about her …
There is an other picture on the other side of the neckless but it's not clear ,it's like someone didn't want me to see it so he cut the face and hided it ,but who could do this !!?
And what's the reason behind !!?
what will happen next !!
I can't stay here playing the same chapter on repeat yet I can't turn the page while the story is incomplete ..
It feels like I should not be here and that's not my home or where I should live ...my mind and the silence around ..where are the answers and the peace inside !!
Is it my punishment !! Is it the broken rules !!

               ~To be continued~