When you don't belong to this world anymore
When the whole world reject you
Will you start doubting your existence !!
What a misty, what a tragedy
Maybe you missed a few lines of the story
Maybe you have a story to remember ...
So will you ever g...
It feels like a hell burning it self in my chest .. My whole life passed by in front of my eyes :
My boring stupid childhood that i don't even remember how it was except the fact that i was 'a lonely freak child' . It's been a year now since i left home with no intention to go back .. But this is not how it's suppose to be I guess these chains are not going to set me free How did my destiny lead me here !!
I was just running away cause i already know it's in vain to face them ,to yell and say 'no' 'that's enough' and when i did it was already late ,and when i did i ended up to be thrown like this . But it's not my fault that they did always get me wrong ,they couldn't accept the way how i want to live ,my parents didn't understand that i have to be 'me' just as simple as that ,they enjoyed making me their doll ,it's easy to control someone else's life ,it's so easy to cut someone's throat with knifes of words ,why do i have to keep doing what they ask me to do while that's not what my soul attached to ,they stole away each and every dream i had ,they refused to give me the chance to go after those far sky stars ...
But it's not that i just want to breath..so it's enough it's enough i screamed . That's the 'why' i am living alone here . I didn't have any solution back then but to leave them and get my own life , but i never expected that i would end like this .
My previous job was ok to cover my financial problems but..i lost it...i have nothing now . I'm alone all over again ..no ..i was alone all the journey here ,all the way here . It's still early to be over when i didn't get the wings to chase my dreams so why it have to be this way !!!
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