When you don't belong to this world anymore
When the whole world reject you
Will you start doubting your existence !!
What a misty, what a tragedy
Maybe you missed a few lines of the story
Maybe you have a story to remember ...
So will you ever g...
Thinking about her makes me suffer from a bad headache ,even medicines now are in vain . I guess it's because i'm going through lots of things lately and i'm so nervous that i couldn't relax . I was drowning in a huge sea of despair where no one can help me where no one can hear my desperate screams . I just locked my self here for a few days it's not like i want to but i'm ill like i never did before and day by day my body is getting weak ..for a moment i'm super fine and just in a few seconds my heart beats get faster as if there's a bomb in my chest and it's going to explode at anytime ..
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And it's happening now .... I never thought that it can get this worse ,an injection of poison pain is spreading into my veins finding its way to kill me so slowly . . . "am I dying !?" "is it the end ?!" (I must suffer from an incurable disease ) that's all what come into my mind right now for nothing makes sense in such painful moments . It's the end of the story I guess ... Numb and freak inside ,i never felt that fright deep inside , even the air lost its way to my lungs , now my sins have nowhere to hide ..but i'm not ready yet to die I can't end up in this corner Anybody..save me Hold my soul tight don't let it get away Hold my hand tight don't let it freeze again Anyone.. just anyone..wake me from this whole nightmare Save me from this hurricane I'm not ready yet to die I need this life even if it's fake
I thought a flashback of my whole life memories will cross my mind but no...nothing has left of yesterday all the memories die ...it's only her ,her face ,her mysterious numb eyes ,her sexy coldness .. The pain is getting worse by thinking about her but it's out of my hands .
Silent pictures on my mind Searching for the sounds which seems right This fire melts that warmth inside And that dark side in the heart turns the soft into wild And now you walked out the door But i was just waiting for my turn to go But it's in vain to live in illusions with all this pain ... I'm so desperate to think that she can help me and now with my last breath fading away i wished if i only faced my fears ,when days and nights are becoming long ,i should know that i have to stand all alone and i have to face it by my own . No where to run .. no where to escape ... ''save me..'' As if she was waiting for me..just waiting for my desperate call ''I won't let you die'' (soft whispers) ...
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looking to the stars through my window glass ,so beautiful and shining they are ,i know that you are watching the same moon i stares ,just tell me are you by my side !! I'm tired just tell me where is the finish line !! Cause it can't be the moment I 'die' I'm torn apart inside .. Are you not going to set me free ?! You must be putting all the blame on me Can't you see the scares hiding within the flesh ! Can't you feel the lyrics of this song The aches behind the words... Can I hear that hum for the last time !!
It heals that broken little child .. But maybe he is no longer there..
Can your frozen hands catch mine !! Touch it ,hold it for the last time Can you feel it ! just like that .. '' Are you listening !! '' I was so quiet that she maybe didn't know that i'm here .. I was so quiet but my eyes said it all... She turned and looked at me right in the eyes (that's the yes answer for I am listening ) Then she raised her hands to wipe my dried tears ...so ..I felt a cold breeze touching my cheeks .. That's when i realized the fact that she is a delusional image standing beside me or maybe I am ...the untouchable one .
