{I'm most likely fucking everything up in this story but at least I'm trying. I'm gonna stop with being in third person all the time and now I'm gonna start doing each persons POV. This is so its not confusing and shit like that. Also I wanted to keep the story to where it could work for both genders that wanted to be with Dan. Obviously with the last chapter I fucked up and now the chapter is female. Sorry guys. Well, onward with this trashy fanfic}
__ POV
I felt something holding me down so I had to stay in place where I slept. I didn't know what was going on but then I had remembered. I remembered that I was in the UK with Dan and that I was sleeping beside him. I looked over and saw his arm around my waist. He looked so peaceful as he slept. I didn't want to ruin his peacefulness so I decided to stay in bed for a few more minutes. His body kept me warm and I linked that. I couldn't wait to see what we would be able to do today. I carefully picked up my phone off of the night stand by the bed and I decided to check the time. "What the fuck?" I whispered as quietly as I could seeing that it was 6 am. I didn't know what to think. It was fucking bright at 6 am. How the fuck? I didn't want to continue to think about it so I tried to go back to sleep. I turned over so I could be in a more comfortable position. I turned and I saw that my face was only a few centimeters from Dans. His completion looked stunning in the lighting of the room. I noticed that I was staring at him as he slept and I finally stopped since that was kinda creepy. I adjusted my head into the pillow and closed my eyes. Once my eyes shut I was out. I didn't remember anything after that.
~hours later~
My eyes blinked open slowly and only opened a tiny bit. I was pretty much squinting now. I saw that Dan wasn't laying beside me anymore and I felt sad because my body because cold. Moved my head slightly and saw a figure. It was Dan and he was changing in the room. 'He must think I'm still asleep... Hm. I shouldn't be looking at him change but his body is too perfect to not be looked at' I said n my head as I kept my eyes mostly closed pretending to be asleep. He took off his night shirt gracefully as if he was a model. I was stunned by seeing how perfect his figure was for a guy like him. I started to blush as he started to reach go his grey joggers so I pretended that I was rolling around so I could hide my face. That attempt failed miserably. As I was turning back over I fell onto the floor and I squealed. Dan looked back at me frightened and once he saw where he was he giggled. 'Omg he's gonna know! Did he just fucking giggle! That was hot! The fuck am I thinking!' I looked around the room with wide eyes and saw Dan look at me. My cheeks turned a dark red color and I knew that he could see. "Are you okay mate?" Dan said as he tied his joggers back into a bow and reached his hand out towards me. "I- I am o-okay" I stuttered as I grabbed his hand. "Don't be embarrassed. All you did was fall." Dan pulled up and I bumped into his chest. "Sorry" I stepped back one step and smiled. His bare chest was still in my vision as he did not put on a shirt before I fell. That's gonna mess with me. "Don't say sorry. It's completely fine. Why don't we get some breakfast? I can make pancakes for us." I smiled and nodded telling Dan that I would love pancakes and that falling off the bed was ok. I kinda wanted to laugh at myself for being stupid. I then grabbed my clothes and walked to the bathroom to change as Dan changed in his room. I had put on black skinny jeans and a My Chemical Romance t-shirt. I also had on my black and white stripped socks that went up to mid-thigh. I was being pretty lazy so I brushed my hair and fixed my bangs so that they didn't look trashy. I don't know why I was putting effort into my outfit because I normally don't but being in a new place with new people made me think that I should look decent. I finished brushing my teeth, doing my hair, and getting dressed so I started walking to the kitchen. I wasn't even half way there and I smelt pancakes and bacon. The smell made its way all around the house. I continued walking to the kitchen and as I entered I saw that Dan had started getting played out for the two of us. He had just finished making breakfast. He was about to start putting the food on my plate but I stopped him. "Dan you don't have to fix my plate." He looked at me and smiled as he set my plate down and started to make his plate. "I could have put the table and food together for you. It wouldn't have been a problem." He tried to convince me that fixing my food is something that he would do but I refused to let him pamper me too much. "It's okay Dan. I can get my food together. Don't worry. You don't have to do everything for me." I said to him smiling and he smiled back. "Okay sweetheart." He replied making my cheeks flush a dark pink color. He smirked and I giggled. We finished putting our food on our plates and sat down on the couch in the living room watching scary movies while we ate. "Hey __." "Yeah Dan?" Dan looked at me in my (e/c) eyes and I looked back into his brown eyes. "You're cute." He said with a low but seemingly confident voice. I stared at him for a few seconds and then I replied. "W-what do you mean?" "I-I mean that you're cute when you're embarrassed. Like with how you blushed thinking that I was gonna judge you for falling of a bed." Dan started to blush a tiny bit and I quietly giggled. "Well, thanks anyway." We started to talk about a different topic after an awkward silence that lasted like a full 2 minutes. We talked about My Chemical Romance and Final Fantasy. Stuff like that. Almost every response that Dan had was a little flirty and I would just blush at the thought of that. We cleaned up our mess from breakfast and decided to just play truth or dare in the living room. We sat on the couch, had our legs crossed, and we were facing each other as Welcome to the Black Parade played on Dans laptop. He put on a smirk and I knew something was up.
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You're My Antidote
Fanfic"Please... you're my antidote." ♤Dan Howell falls for her♤ Started: June 24, 2016 Completed: March 7, 2017 Rankings: -#1 in triggerwarning