You're My Antidote

Yes - Part 17

__ POV

I arrived back in Georgia. Vanille is now driving me back to my house and I'm so scared of what my dad is gonna say or do to me. I thought hard about ways to escape from my dad and make it back to England but my thoughts were cut short when the car stopped. "We're here" Vanille said to me. She then told me to call her if needed and she would pick me up. I nodded to her. I grabbed my bags and started walking to the door. She drove away right after. I walked into the door and saw the house was a mess. My dad was breaking lamps and furniture and then he saw me. I had the door closed by the time he saw me. He then threw a case at me. I tried to blocked it but it hit me in my knee. I yelped in pain and he walked toward me. He grabbed my bag and threw it to my room. He came back to me as I was on the floor holding my knee as it began to bruise. He started to punch me and kick me hard. I even started to bleed. My lip, arms and legs bled. I screamed in pain as he began to drag me by my hair into by bedroom. "Don't you fucking dare leave this room. The only time you leave it is for school, make me food, and bathroom. Other than that, I will kill you. My gun is loaded." He pulled out the gun and pointed it at my head. I whimpered and covered my face. "Good you little bitch. I hope you get raped again." He left the room and slammed the door shut. I curled up on the floor and cried. I didn't care how I looked. I should have told him to shoot me but I couldn't. That would hurt Dan and Vanille. I suddenly thought about Dan. He put something in my bag. I got up and stared to look through my suitcase. What I found made me want to cry. It was a note attached to something. I opened the note and started to read it.

Dear __,

  You are the love of my life. I wouldn't be able to do anything without you. You are beautiful. You are my sunshine. You lead me into happiness when I see you. Hearing your voice makes me smile. Fuck, even hearing your soft snores at night make me smile. You are the most beautiful girl I have ever met. You are perfect in my eyes. I don't understand why you think you are ugly. Because others say bad things about you doesn't make it true. I care about you. With this said, I wanted to ask you a question before you left but your dad called. You had to leave before I could ask you this question. Will you marry me __? You may still be young but once you are able to get married, I want to know if I can marry you. I love you baby.

Love, Dan <3

I finished reading the note and I started to tear up again. I can't believe he wants to marry me. So, that's what he was gonna say before my dad became a cock block and called me? Oh my god. I'm freaking out. "Yes" I said quietly to myself as I opened the little box that came with the paper. It had a ring with a small jewel on it. It was my birthstone. (It's whatever your birthstone is. Mine irl is an emerald or something) I slipped the ring on my finger and I smiled at it. I then took a picture of it on my finger and sent it to Dan. I can't wait to see what he will say. Oh wait. I left a thing for him too. I hope he likes it.

A/N

Ok guys im gonna cry. So my mom made me get a new phone and nothing transfered to the new phone. Im in tears right now. Over 1100 photos are gone and most of my contacts are gone. I didnt have anything backed up. I had an iphone but now i have a freakin samsung. I dont understand this phone. Its literally bigger than my face i cant even. Its a note 4 and i sorta hate it. I miss my iphone 5c and my photos. I lost everything. Im dying. I lost all the photos of me and my best friend and that killed me. I also lost all my dan and phil pics and edits. If anybody knows how to get sll that stuff back without going to my carrier please tell me. I miss it. Thank yall! Thanks for reading. 💞💞💞