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bored ranting (Life is Life #4)

Why am I compared to a 6' 2" tall, 14 year old male? Do I look like a dam vertically blessed guy? I honestly don't get why since other people do dishes too. For instance the two sisters. And one of them is actually younger than him. I shouldn't be mad at him anyway. Shouldn't be mad at all I guess. I guess I see why people say I'm always mad. Well I wouldn't be if people weren't so dam annoying. You are such a hypocrite. WAS I TALKING TO YOU?? Gosh, someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed.

Also, why am I compared to my sister? She's not bad, she's actually pretty amazing, but she's not me. What does brushing MY hair have to do with her? Like so what if she brushes her hair regularly and thoroughly? I brush my hair. For like 5 minutes, then u just give up. Because my arms get tired. You are so weak. I know, leave me alone gosh. You wouldn't have a brain if I did so. It's not like you help me anyway. Rude, ungrateful, child.

And why is she compared to me academically? Sure she rushes her work sometimes and gets lower grades than me. But comparing her to me is not gonna change her studying habits. It's also not her fault that sometimes the answers legit don't make sense or the answers and questions weren't even part of what they were told to study.

Another thing, do I seem untrustworthy? I mean sometimes I feel like everyone expects to spill everyone's darkest secrets. I may spill where you hide your Halloween candy but if you told me you killed someone I wouldn't tell a soul unless you were okay with it. I think it's cus you mention killing way too much. Shut up, plenty of other people do that. Yeah, psychopaths and murderers. I'M NOT CRAZY! That's exactly what a crazy person would say.

How come just because you don't see me writing essay after essay, you automatically assume I am either not doing my homework or that we do nothing in my school? Well just to let you know our homework isn't due day after day and I usually procrastinate till about a week before the deadline and sometimes I finish it in class.

Why am I blamed for the toilet's flush being broken? Okay, this is agree with. Other people use that bathroom too, and how exactly am I supposed to "pull off" the flush, when it's the button kind? I'd get if they blamed me for taking the remote, but for a broken toilet flush? Really?

Also how come when I'm being lectured, they suddenly talk in English and in that annoying stern voice. It's like suddenly the don't think I can understand Tagalog or that they think I won't listen unless it's English. Also just cus I have headphones in doesn't mean I'm not listening. I maybe "hearing impaired" but it's selective hearing. If you repeat my name enough I'm forced to listen. But saying my name 20 times, when I say I hear you and I'm making eye contact with you, and you still ask are you sure you can hear me? Like would I have answered if I didn't hear you?

Why am I always angry? I feel it too, now that people mention it. I notice the anger flooding my senses. And I can't, I just can't. How come I cry when I'm mad, I never cry cus I'm sad unless it's a book or movie. Um remember those times you cried cus you were sad? Those times have passed and it was just twice. Yet it's a secret? It's not, but I don't need to tell cus it's unimportant.

Why do I get mad easily and why am I "always" aggressive? My pats are punches, my normal voice, is a angry voice how? Cus I don't notice it.

How come they tell me to stay quiet if I'm just gonna whine, but then when I bite my tongue to keep myself from saying insults, they forget what they just said and wonder why I'm silent? If I had a dime for every time they told me be don't say anything and get mad for "ignoring" them, I'd be a millionaire.

End of rant.

...for now.

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HAI NORMALS AND BUBBLE PEOPLE!
Yeah if you don't consider yourself normal you are
a bubble person...
this is the lovely Battery
reading this lovely rant from Kitkat.
The bolded in this text previously, was not me.
T'was her magical, multiple voices brain
I'm curious
Do you guys relate though to her?
I still love her even though she struggles with patience
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