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Life if Life #5

So it's Battery. A lot has changed. And I reread what I've written, what Kitkat has written. It's such a strange throwback. I didn't realize I've forgotten a lot. Let me tell you the life lesson now, so you don't have to keep reading this droning of my own life. Life changes so much.

It's probably been more than 2 years since I've written my thoughts on for you. I know I have definitely changed over time. Because I kinda cringe at my old self when I know I was just being happy.
So here are where the confessions are.

My attitude in life has probably become more negative than I'd like it to be.  When I think I about it. I hate it. It's like when Kitkat talked about crying when she's mad. I know when I'd get angry or scolded, I would ultimately cry to myself because I felt terrible as a kid. I felt like I was becoming bad because I was mad at people. And the idea I grew up was to disrespect people, that's why I was bad. I would cry because I felt shameful for disrespecting people. I still don't know where I stand with this. I still feel guilty in the end for getting mad. But it takes much more time. I know more anger and loathing festers up inside me. I decide dead on in that moment that I hate them. And I don't feel sorry about it in that moment.

Ah what a nice random rant about my rage that I completely stayed off my original topic.

So changes. FUDGE MY BRAIN.
so much stuff I need to do, want to do.
Let's just do simple confessions. So those facts are out and I can skedaddle to my life of thrilling business.

1) What is English? is a common quote in my head cause sometimes it's just burst

2) adding to negativity. I do want to feel like dying. (And I really wish others would consider against it, in another day I'll post my constant push against my self loathing.....)

3) I realize life will change even more. Ugh it's my constant future hate. I'm a senior in high school (Who's with me?) and I know the next years will be so different. It's great. What's next? What will I do. Gahhhhhh

4) I'm a nerd for a lot of things. Even before Wattpad. A lot of things have accumulated. But it's sad when I can't even everything out

5) POPPING WATTPAD JUST LOST 3 THINGS ON MY LIST OF CONFESSIONS. I forgot what they were. And I forgot how trashy they were with this.

6) friends are an iffy topic. Especially in this moment in my life. "What will continue?"

7) I have hw. I hate my procrastination.

8) I hate that I forgot my confession.

9) I got into webtoons and manhwas and mangas. As my friend and I are thinking of starting a story. But who knows our screwed life

10) I have to stop for tonight.

Comment ! I want to relate to people :/

I wonder who will see this.