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Life is Life #3

The first few times I heard this song.. I kept on listening to it on YouTube.. Yet, every time I reached the ending, tears would start to drop..

Now head my message.. Listen to this song. Listen to it well. Listen to the words. Listen to this song well.

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Something happened today.

At first it didn't sink in.
It seemed so impossible. And I received the news of the ordeal through a text.

It was a complete shock. But not one that lightning delivers. I would say the shock that alters my original mindset of things.
I think I hated it, or I am upset about it.

My first action was to get his number. I told the other party why. But after doing that, I slowly thought too much. Once I got his number, I didn't want to use it. It wasn't right. He never gave me his number. We were never very close.

I went to people who I felt could help me understand what was going on. I needed help.

I asked if they had gotten the news. Time moved on. Messages were texted. I consoled to one person who seemed to know more than me and could likely relate and understand.

I needed someone to understand my shock. Who can understand one's shock actually? Maybe not understand then.

I still feel too lost and confused to explain everything. ... ... ... ... ... ...
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