I remember.

I remember. - Chapter 10

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Aaron's P.O.V

I was literally shaking with anger. I had never been this mad before.

Fuck that bastard. I wanted to hunt him  down and rip his head apart for hurting my Aide. How dare he.

It hurt to know that she hadn't bothered telling me. "Ha.ha.ha you're the one that pushed her away remember? For fame and cool friends? Now don't feel bad stupid."

Shut up! I mentally bellowed at that mean voice in my head that always fuckiing ruined my thoughts.

I was even more angry at myself. If I hadn't left her, the bastard would never even have dreamt of touching her. 

If I hadn't been an arrogant cock, none of this would have happened to Aide.

How could I ever forgive myself for this?!

She didn't deserve me. At all. 

URGGGHHHH. WHAT THE HELL DO I DO?! Should I go after her or leave her alone?

She clearly thought I didn't want to have anything, but she lied about not wanting me. I always knew when she lied, that small glint in her eyes, or the way her feet slightly cruched together when she lied.

She wanted me, but she was pissed off.

She was confused more than pissed off.

But she definately wanted me, after all these years, well 2 to be exact she hadn't forgotten  me.

It comforted me and gave me hope.

I knew I just needed to get past that wall she'd bulit around herself and I needed to get her to believe she was my everything.

She was my bestfriend. The only person I trusted. The one one I could give my life for. The only person who came night after night in my dreams.

I knew she used to get nightmares. I now i know about what those nightmares were. A few times, when I couldn't sleep thinking about her, I had thrown pebbles across to her boarded up window but she never opened or came.

She's blocked me out of her life completely.

"You're the one that left her. Ofcource she's going to block you out of her life, why would she want to see you everyday and remind herself she couldn't have you? Talk to you? Its ALL your fault. Everything. You don't deserve her." The snide voice said in my head.