Daddy's Sweetheart Baby Lu (Hunhan)

His daddy, reassuring

February 23rd, 2016

Sehun and Luhan were finally back to Seoul after a week at Busan. Actually it has been two weeks since they've seen each other ever since they've come back.

Nothing special went on there. Luhan managed to survive the week without having to dress like a girl. He did have to bathe in baby shampoos and wear girl panties but he convinced Sehun to let him wear his clothes. They were big on him but it didn't really matter when he stayed at the hotel room. However, when they went out, Luhan had to wear the manliest of the girl clothes. He looked cute in Sehun's eyes but in his own eyes, it was embarrassing.

On the trip, Kyungsoo and Luhan talked. A lot. They even exchanged phone numbers and grew really close to each other. They began to get to know one another and turns out that they didn't have much in common but it was okay because it brought out really funny debates.

Kyungsoo found Luhan's childish personality really cute while Luhan found Kyungsoo's shy yet silly personality really endearing. It's comfortable to say that they found themselves acting like siblings. Kyungsoo actually found this like an achievement because he finally managed to get Luhan to act like the little boy he actually was and he didn't really mind. He referred Sehun as daddy behind his back and drank milk from a bottle that Kyungsoo secretly bought him. Needless to say, they made a really cute pair.

Kyungsoo told Jongin that Luhan is just one more step away from acting like this with everyone but he wasn't sure he could help Luhan take the extra step. They told Baekhyun to do it but since Baekhyun isn't exactly part of his 'before-accident-childhood', he was immediately scratched off the list. They decided that the last step will eventually be taken naturally. For now, they were all happy for the way Luhan is now.

However, when Luhan returned to school, his mindset became very confused. Kyungsoo, though he wasn't there, said it was a step backwards and it really was.

Luhan was not as happy as a child anymore.

He forgot all about Seoul because he got adapted once again in Busan, his hometown. Baekhyun concluded that maybe having Luhan back in the dorm so suddenly was a bad idea.

Little kid Luhan realized that he hasn't been doing his project lately and was flying on Cloud 9. Late at 2 am in the morning, he was still writing on papers and typing on laptops, researching and cracking his brain open like a nut. He was trying to remember all the information he has gathered in the last few days. He noticed after a few hours that Sehun and him haven't really talked about the project so he had to do an investigation about the man which caused Luhan to have an emotional attack.

Seeing the pictures of the man he hasn't seen in two weeks made Luhan really confused. His brain didn't know who he had to be, Luhan or baby. He wanted to be baby but his mind didn't allow him to. A voice in his head told him he had to be big boy Luhan. And though Luhan was about to shrug it off and ignore it, that same voice told him plenty of reasons why he should be mature Luhan...at the end, it won.

Luhan was fighting an emotional war. He was exhausted and depressed. He just wanted to be happy, he wanted to be himself, he wanted Sehun.

-Why exactly do you want Sehun?- The voice in his head spoke. -You're independent, the only thing you need from him is for your project.-

-He's my daddy.- the other one replied.

-You're daddy left you when you were a 3. He didn't love you so he left. Now you're 19, a grown-up.-

-S-Stop! That's not true!-

"P-Please...stop talking. I just want to be who I am. J-Just be silent for a bit." Luhan whispered while clutching on his hair. The two voices just ignored him and kept fighting.