Forever Love Wattys 2022

I can't live anymore

               Alexander pov

I never got to say goodbye, not even to cherish the bond that was suppose to happen. We had such a short time together and now it's been taken away from me in a blink of a eye, how ruthless the world has become.
       I bring her into this world, I wish I didnt. Maybe she would have enjoy life a little better, all I ever wanted was for her to be happy and accepted me. But she didn't get the chance to fully do so, it was ripped away from her.
        I was on the phone with my brother, I told him that I can't talk right now and hang up. I couldn't bare the feeling of turning over her body, I told one of my guard to wrap her body carefully.
      We head home, I was in so much pain. That I block out my surrounding and went to my room to be alone, Alice why did you have to leave me. Sodding and crying, never really help. But what can I do now, when my world is crashing.
          Where in the world should I start from, how could I even find a way to start back over. I don't even know where to beginning, it's been over three hours and I barricade myself in my room.
        I'm inches away of turning off my humanity, i see no reason to keep on living. In a world where my little Ali isn't anymore, hopeless couldn't protect her. As I was lost in my thought, I heard a knock on the door.
        I didn't answer cause I didn't want to be distracted at the moment, then my brother came in and said "Alex I'm truly sorry, I can't imagine the pain you are going through" I looked at him and  said " your right, you have no idea the pain I'm going through. You still have your mate"
      My brother look hurt by my response he said "I send her away because of the danger, that might come to her" I smile and said "well that's a good idea, but I have bad news for you brother but you have to take the throne now. I don't want it anymore, I can't rule a world without my mate"
      My brother looked shocked and said "Alex you can't do this, you know that I want nothing to do with the throne. I know that you think you can't but you have to, its not only about you. The kingdom needs you, I'm not fit to be a king right now"
       I frowned and said "SO WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT ME TO DO??? I JUST LOSE MY OTHER HALF. MY SOULMATE, MY HEART!!!." I could see his expression change to sadness then he said "I know this is hard to hear right now but you have to find a wife to be your queen, the kings........."
      I couldn't take it, I can't believe what my brother was saying. I cut him off before he could finish, "ENOUGH HOW COULD YOU STAND THERE AND SPEAK THOSE WORDS TO ME??!!" He took a step forward and said "Alex I didn't mean it like that, I'm sor......."
        My eyes turn pity black and he stop and I said "I think its best for you to leave right now, your my brother and I will regret killing you. If you don't get out of my room right now" he said "Alex???"
         I said violently "GET OUT!!!" When he left, I took out my anger on anything I could get my hands on. When I was finish, the room was completely destroy. I was exhaused that I fell to the ground, I don't know how long I was out for but, when I woke up i felt awful. I turn my head to the side and I know that I was in the hospital, that is contacted to the mansion.
          I heard someone said something, I looked to where the voice was coming from and it was my father. I try to stood up in the bed but fail, he said "Alex don't over do it, you been through a lot lately. You need to rest"
       I turn my eye to the ceiling and said "how long was I out for??" He said "one week, you didn't have much blood in your system. That is why you blocked out, because of the drama. You been starving yourself" I close my eyes and took a deep breathe.
         Then it became silent and I know something is wrong, so I said "what's the matter dad??".      He said " I know its a bad time to talk about this, but you have to find a wife within two week"
      My eyes flash open and said "what? No I won't do it" he said "the pain is consuming you son and I'm sorry but I have to do what's best for the kingdom, your brother isnt ready to be king." I turn my eyes to him cause I didn't like the sound of this at all "dad what are you going to do???"
       He got up from where he was and said "please forgive me son, its for the best" I try to get off the bed but i was too weak, i didn't get back my full strength as yet. Then I said "dad please don't do this to me, I beg of you" his eye was fill with sadness and regret, cause he didn't want to do this to me.
        He was now in front of me, pulling his hands on my face and his eyes turn blood red. I was too weak to turn my head away, this is really bad. As I laid there helpless, he said "you will forget Alice, you never met her and you don't know her"
      I scream in pain as my soul didn't want to let go the memories I had with her I said "NOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!" My dad tight his grip on my face, he said "DAMN IT ALEXANDER, FORGET HER NOW!!!!!!" As my mind became blank and a tear escaping my eyes, my dad remove his hands from my face. Looking at me with a question look in his eyes.
        I got up off the bed and I look at him.

Do you think Alexander forgotten Alice, did his father successfully do so?????? Hmmmmm