A/N: Hello. It's another Special Chapter and i'm going to talk about my life again... But even more dramatic and tragic since that's what is always happening. Anyways, let's go.
I grew up with my grandparents since my mom is always at work. Everytime she comes home, i always get excited.
I'm 12 now, my mom said i could take care of myself on my own. Yes, that's true. I'm doing it... But i just can't. There's still many things i need to know. I'm still just a kid learning how to stand up.
My mom always scolds me and always gets angry at me almost everyday. I want everyone to leave me alone. I have anything else to do and so do they. They don't need to bother me if they're just gonna throw harsh words to me. But that's okay. I don't care anymore.
There was a time when a kid at my new school purposely pushed me around and punched me on the shoulder super hard when i bumped him and dropped his things but somehow... I felt nothing. I feel so empty. It's like time has stopped.
Do they really think something like that will hurt me after all i've been through...?
My friends at my home country says that i'm lucky because we're kinda rich but no. Being rich doesn't mean you can buy anything or do everything.
There are times that i just feel so empty that i wanna disappear.
I wish i could just die in an accident so no one will blame themselves for something i've wanted all along.
My mom and dad always scolds me and yells at me but i don't care anymore. I'm tired of any of their shit. They said i'm a grown up now, they said i can do whatever i cannot do when i was young. So can i just fucking make them shut up?! I'm already tired of being abused and bullied back in my home country! I just wanna cover my ears... I just wanna feel nothing.
There are times when i want to run away from home... There are also times when i just wanna hurt myself so no one can hurt me anymore. I want to do something that will shut the world out of my mind.
So... Do i have to die or what?
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