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Today the 54th day, today was .... the day I wanted to jump in front of a car and kill myself many times. Today was the day she killed her self. So I tried to make today the day I killed myself to I came up with 3 plans to do it each one failed worse. It seemed as though the harder I tried to more I failed. So I will tell you my first plan. My mom is always cooking and using knifes so I decided, when she points her knife I will run in to it and bleed out,that plan didn't work. I ran in to the kitchen when she pointed her knife and she quickly pulled it away. So I ended up running in to her and she dropped the knife close to her foot. As she screamed I apologized and started to cry but went up to my room before the tears actually started to run fast and hard.

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