1 Year Later

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Im so sorry guys.... I have been meaning to write but last year was so chaotic after everything happened. Between flower and her friends, finding out i had a sister who ran away at the age of 12, finding a new school to go to where the story hadn't spread everywhere might I add was very hard, meeting a new girl who is dating me now, I told her everything, standing up to a group of bullies and that was my year after I stopped writing by the way my girlfriends name is Octivia she is so sweet. We met after I found my new school. We became befriends in 2 weeks she knew everything about me, it was not a week latter I asked her out and she said "yes", my sister just shows up 3 months ago at the door and gave me a hug and explained why she ran away. She apologized for leaving. He gave Octiva a promise ring eon when we get out or high school and graduate we will get married. I want to make sure she is the right one for me.
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My mom and dad got in a car accident and died nothing has to be paid off the house, and the cars. Everything, if it want he had the money to do almost anything.
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In the morning we woke up in bed, the door was locked and we were in our underwear and she wore my shirt. She looks stunning, even in the morning. Her hair still looks perfect. She opened her eyes a little bit screams came from her mouth, I took my lips and kissed her so she wouldn't wake my sister up. She kissed back, our hands intertwined I pulled her close and sat her on my lap. As we kissed, I heard my sister come running to the door banging on it. She asked if everything was fine, I told her that I hit my toe really hard on the wall then banged my knee but I was fine. Octiva walked in from the bathroom, she looks beautiful but frightened, was it me? Did I screw up.... Im so sorry! She hoped on the bed and kissed me... Thank you she said. I got up, she showered then I did, and got dressed. Man oh man I love her! Right now we are on summer vacation, so we don't have to do anything, but just lie together in bed but we are going the beach. My friends hope in the back while Octiva was jamming put the Oath by Cher Lloyd. She loved that song because it reminded her of her friends who died of cancer at the age of 12. Her name was Jessica.

Now she's almost 18 so it has been 6 years

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Now she's almost 18 so it has been 6 years. At the end of the song she let out a soft cry and tear began flowing down her face, she turned to look out the window so no one would see her tears but I saw them. The boys piled out the car and I reached over and kissed her. She pushed me away and punch my chest. I couldn't understand what made her feel like that so I locked the door and I tied to get her to talk. She ignored me for. Whole 20 minutes before she punched me and got out the car. She started walking home I chased her and grabbed her by the waist and kissed her on the cheek she pulled away and almost slapped me but I grabbed her wrists she pushed away and I accidentally let go and she fell back. She ran away from me,I was so mad at myself. I sat on the beach, alone when I packed a lunch for her and I, I let the boys have it. I got my car and drove to her house and sat out front for 2 hours I knew she was there and that she was waiting for someone else to get home. So, she had something distract her from me. She final opened The door.... She was crying, her mom just died. We sat down I sat her in my lap and she immediately stood up. "Stop" she yelled "why are you here?" said because I love you and care. She walked away over to the door and pointed at it, I stood up she stopped me I thought she wanted a kiss she slapped me and said i though I was your only love... She pushed me out door, slammed it and locked it. She didn't think about her window, I climbed in and sat on her bed, she walked in sobbing. Not even noticing me sitting on the bed she went to the bathroom and pulled something out i heard her crying harder right be for she shrieked I ran to her bathroom and took the glass from her hand. She had a little slit in wrist. I began crying and dropped the glass in the toilet and flushed it. She punched me in the jaw. I ran out the room and I was sobbing hard sitting in my car. She was just like flower, I finished crying and I ran up to her door opened and ran upstairs to get an answer. I asked her why she said "I thought you were my only love!" please be honest I said looking in to her puffy green eyes. She still looked like the most beautiful girl I have ever known. I reached over took my shirt off and hugged her. She hugged me tight and said "I saw the Hickey your neck," oh that .... That was before you and I were dating it was a large one "STOP LYING" SHE YELLED. She pushed away, ok im sorry this was from last week a girl walked up to me, sat on my lap and kissed me on the neck and I had no idea because I was sleeping, when I woke up she was on my lap and I pushed her off. I swear to god that is the full truth. She cried,he slapped her she cowered in the corner. I apologized, I caused this... That was one time! I need you please don't leave me, I yelled.

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Hey guys sorry about the long chapter. I can make them long if yay want or i can keep them short. You guys let me know what you want in the comments...! Thanks guys for reading. And by the way im so not done with this story!
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