Im Not Ok!

3 Days Later

Octivia has been cutting! Its been 3 days, and she has been avoiding me, any worse and I might lose her. I would never be ok with that.
(3 hours later)
I walked right up to her. Grabbed her wrist and flipped them I stared at her. She pulled her wrist away, started crying and the bell rang at the end of the day and she took off running. I just keep beating my self up for it. She drove to my house and waited for me. She said she misses me and needed me, you have to feel bad for her she is in so much pain because of me! Its my fault, it always has been! I caused all of this. No this was all Britney's fault. I didn't do anything. I have to talk to her sooner or later, in needs to be now before she gets hurt anymore. I parked my car, and I see her. She is starring at the ground, she looked up and you could see she was crying. She ran up to me and hug me tightly you could hear her quietly sobbing, I just wanted to hold her and tell her everything will be ok. I opened up the font door and we sat down. She said she is so stressed with out me, I gave her hope and peace. I need her, she said she needs me too. I asked her out right there on the spot and she said "Yeah" laughing and crying we hugged and she lied down in my room closing her eyes I startled her I got in to bed and wrapped my arms her as she drifted off to sleep.
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The next morning:
(Octiva's pov.)
I woke up with his arms wrapped around my waist. I looked at my wrists I wanted to cry at that minute but I held it in, I had to. "Good morning beautiful peach" he said with his deep voice. I wonder if he really loves me, he never really said it. Im scared, I need him, I love him,I care about him. "Jake" I say in a gently stern voice. "What beautiful?"
"Please be honest, do you love me?"
"Why?"
"Just answer the question!"
"Yes, I love you with all my heart I would never hurt you and Britney is a b.... she ruined it, she ruins everything I would never do that the love of my life!"
Next thing I know he is on one knee and he says,
"Octiva, will you accept this ring, it is not a wedding ring but a promise ring promising each other that when we get out of high school we will get married."
I ran out of his house, he fell to the floor you could hear him sobbing. I ran to a big big park, he must hate me.
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(Jake's pov)
She ran out of the house after i asked her to accept my promise ring. She must hate me, for asking.

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Next day:
Octiva has been ignoring me, but we just got back together. I hope she doesn't hurt her self anymore, l would lose my life for her.