That's Real Life

9

In love with someone else

Hello readers this chapter is mostly just made to create more drama but also to explain things more. I hope you enjoy.

1 month later

Author's POV

One month had passed and nothing changed. Jungkook still ignored Suzy, which made her situation worst. She became more depressed and lifeless. She still secretly cut herself. Auntie still worried about her a lot but she didn't know how to help. She tried talking to her but all she did was ignore her.Even her Bestfriend Ji was at a loss, Suzy pushed her away too. Suzy had pushed everyone away, even her own brother. They drifted apart after the Jungkook and Kaiun accident. Speaking of Kaiun, after him and Suzy broke up he did everything he could to make everything right again but she just denied his request every time.

Suzy's POV

Another day of school. Ugh. I got out of bed and forced myself to walk to the bathroom. I take my clothes off to get and the shower and look at my arm. Scars. Many of them. My life has gotten worst.

Ever since Omma left me everything had gone down hill. Jungkook left me. I left Kaiun and I pushed Ji away. It's pretty much all my fault.

I let out a depressing sigh and continue my routine.

*25 minutes later

I grabbed my bag and get on my bike. Same thing everyday. Wake up, go to school, come home repeat. Nothing else happens.

When I got to school I went straight to my locker. School to me is basically hell on earth. When I got to my locker I got my books and got ready for my class a.k.a hell.I felt someone tap my shoulder.

I turn around and saw Kaiun standing there. For the past month he has been begging for my forgiveness. I always deny his request.

"Kaiun we have already gone over this." I say coldly.

"Please just hear me out. After I tell you and you still won't give me your forgiveness then I'll leave you alone forever." He said. That's exactly what I didn't need, someone else leaving me forever. Forever is a long time.

"Okay start talking." I say this time with a slight smile.

"Okay well first I want to apologize for being stupid and fighting Jungkook. After you told me not to. Second all I want is your forgiveness. You don't have to be my girlfriend but can we please be friends?!" He said sincere.

I sigh.

"Yes." I say and I saw how the expression on his face lit up like a lightbulb.

"Thank you , thank you, thank you!" He said repeatedly.

"Calm down, calm down." I say and let out a small giggle. Did I just laugh?

"Okay well I have to go to class. See you later!" He said energetically and waved goodbye.

I left my locker and went to my classroom. I went to my seat which was next to Ji still. Everyday she looks at me and sighs. Ever since everything happened we never hang out anymore and rarely talk to each other.

"Ji." I whispered. It took her by suprise because she always talked to me first.

"Yes Suzy?" She asked and I could her the hope in her voice.

"I'm sorry." I say sincere.

"No I'm sorry I should have been there for you." She said and her eyes started to tear up.