That's Real Life

15

Sleepover

Suzy's POV

"Hey Suzy." Someone says and I look up.

Jungkook. What does he want now!

"What do you want?" I ask angrily.

"I just wanted to say hey." He says sounding offended.

"Fine. Hey." I respond rudely. I don't want to be mean but he has been so weird lately.

In the corner of my eye I see him look me up and down.

"So are you waiting for someone?" He ask.

"Yes." I respond.

He just stood there and looked at me.

"What are you staring at?" I asked. Instead of answering, he brought his face closer to mine. My heart was beating at 7,000 miles an hour. It's been a long time since our faces were this close. I forgot how it made me feel.

"What are y-" I try to speak but instead of letting me finish he placed his lips against mine. I honestly thought my heart stopped beating. I've missed this a lot. Knowing the he was mine. Now I don't know what he is to me.

He released the kiss.

"W-what was t-that for?" I ask and my cheeks start to burn. He can't just kiss me like that without any warning.

"I couldn't hold it back anymore." He says.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"Well, ever since the whole marriage thing, every time I'm around you I couldn't say or do things I wanted because I am in a 'relationship'." He says and let's out a sigh. I know what he means. Not being able to talk to them how you want or being able to have them hold you in their arms.

"Trust me. I understand." I say and look away to not show emotion.

"Oh how I've missed you." He says.

"I've mis-" I was cut off for the second time.

"Suzy! Are you ready." Ji asks walking towards me. I just want to be able to finish my sentence without being cut off.

"Yeah...." I say and take a glance at Jungkook.

"What's going on here? Did he hurt you?" She asks hastily.

"No, no he didn't!" I say back trying to reassure her that I'm perfectly okay.

"I wouldn't never hurt her." He says which made me blush a little. 

I didn't realize, that he has already hurt me. Multiple times. He didn't even realize it. So why am I letting him back in so easily.

"Wait.... You already have." I say looking at him.

"What... What are you talking about?" He ask as if he doesn't know exactly what I'm talking about.

"Really.... I've basically have gone through hell." I say my time getting a little harsh.

"What?" He says and grabs me hand. I stare at our hands intertwined with each other's.