That's Real Life

17

Human
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"I know that it's been rough,
It shows in your reflection,"

- Aquilo 'Human'

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Jungkook's POV

[time is set back to when Jungkook left Suzy's house]

I walk to my car leaving the love of my life behind me. This morning when I heard her talking to her aunt, I knew that she would make sense of it. Sooner or later it was bound to happen again.

The words that hurt me the most were her saying 'for good'. Meaning forever. Forever is a long time.

I usually don't cry in front of people but I couldn't hold it back. Seeing her cry, seeing her hurt, made me want to cry and it also hurt me inside too.

Our relationship brought joy and happiness, but also pain and hurt. Right now there are too many obstacles, to much hurt, she was right. We fell in love at the wrong time. The question that replays in my mind is: if we don't fall in love now, then when?

I'm going to miss her lips, her scent, her being by my side, her touch. I'm going to miss her. I'm going to miss the way her cheeks turn pink when she is embarrassed. The way she reacts to my cheesy sayings.

I found myself smiling at the thought of her. Yeah we're two seniors in Highschool deeply in love. Sounds like the movies, right? Maybe it was just an ordinary Highschool relationship. Then again maybe it's not.

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I arrive at school, and park my car. Honestly, why do I have to be forced to be with Angela? Why can't I spend the rest of my life with the person I love?!

"KOOKIEEEE!" I turn to my left and see a jittery Angela running towards me. I didn't even smile at her. I'm not in the mood.

"Where have you been?" She asks me. I literally saw her like one day ago.

"Sick." I lie.

"Are you okay?!" She says as she starts to feel my cheeks and forehead. I grab her wrist and pull them down away from my face.

"I'm fine, lets go to class." I say sternly. There is a good side to her but I don't care for it. She slides her hand down to mine and intertwine her fingers between mine. It's not the same. This is nothing compared to Suzy. Suzy gives off a warm feeling that you can ONLY get from her. She makes you feel like your on cloud 9. I know , I know that's cheesy but it's true. She's always there for someone, no matter what they do to her. She was always there for me even if I screwed up.

Today was our second break up. She'll come back to me. I know she will.

Angela and I finally make it to Mrs. Yoon's classroom. We both take our seats. I look over to Suzy's usual spot, but she's not there. I look over to Ji's spot too, she's also missing. I'm sure V knows where she is. I turn around and ask V where she is, he said she's sick.

Suzy isn't sick though, I just saw her this morning. Did something happen to her when I left.

Did she cut again?!