That's Real Life

11

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[ Get your emotions ready!]

Suzy's POV

"Hello." I answer.

There was a silence.

"Jungkook?" I call his name.

"Suzy, I'm coming to your place." He said and hung up.

Well what happen? Did his Omma say he could stay? Is he leaving me?

So many questions ran through my head. Then I thought back to the night Jungkook confessed to me.

"Jeez Suzy, your beautiful. Everything about you is beautiful. Your eyes, your smile, the way your cheeks turn pink when you are embarrassed or shy. Just everything. I wish that I could have a do over. I wish we could start over. I wish I could give you everything. I wish we lived in a fantasy. Just us two, so we could be together and live happilyu. I know that sounds cheesy but it's true." I pause for a second. "But sadly obstacles, pain, and hurt are all apart of real life, but I'm willing to make it through with you and only you. The one and only Bae Suzy."

I felt tears stream down my face.

"Come on Jungkook, get here already." I whispered to myself.

*ding dong

My heart picks up its pace by 1,000 , butterflies fly rapidly around in my stomach. I even lost my breathe for a second.

I walk down the stairs and go to the door. I put my hand on the door nob and let out a deep breathe. I twist the job and open the door.

There he was. Standing in my front door. He was about to tell me whether he was staying in Korea or going off to Canada. This is the time where Jungkook would tell me if we could live our fantasy or have to face the most harsh thing apart of real life, leaving someone you love.

He looks at his feet and lets out the most depressing sigh ever. I already knew the answer. I knew he wasn't going to stay with me. I begin to cry.

I looks up at me.

"I'm staying, but....." He started to speak, of course. Of course there's a "but" nothing good ever happens when there's a "but". Just like when they told me about my Omma, she was okay "but" she was paralyzed. Jungkook was staying "but" what was the harsh reality that I had to face.

"But what?" I answer hastily.

"I can't be with you....." When he said that. I felt the exact pain I had felt when my aunt told me that my Omma had died.

Once again I'm losing someone that I love, someone I cared for, someone that I needed.

"No..... No.... No, you can't yo-..... You can't leave me. Y-you said you would never leave me." When I said those words he pulled me close to him.

He wrapped his arms around me as I sobbed in his chest.

"I'm sorry." He said in a gloomy tone.

I pulled away from him and wiped my tears.

"Well, if your staying........... Then why can't I be with you?" I ask still lightly crying.