Right now I'm at Luke's apartment, we were supposed to go and do some house shopping for Luke since he just moved in, but then we remember how lazy we were. So we've just been talking about random shit and playing games all day.
"Can I ask you a serious question?" I'm sure Luke probably isn't the best source of information but this has just been on my ming too much lately.
"It depends, because I don't have time to answer anything too deep this time of day." he said while laughing a little.
"It's just... well what if..." he looked at me expectantly so I decided to just spit it out. (AN: the way I wrote that made it seem like there was about to be a muke moment)
"I think I love Dima." he looked at me with an unreadable expression for a while, so I continued. "Like I'm not in love with her, but I think I love her."
We sat in a somewhat awkward silence for a few minutes while Luke stared at the floor looking like he was contemplating what to say.
"Wow mate that's deep." he said in a serious tone without even looking up from the floor.
"Yeah, and I don't know what to do. Like should I tell her do I just like wait and see how I feel after little more time?" I questioned sort of rhetorically.
"Well you definitely shouldn't tell her just yet, you guys are still just getting to know each other and you don't want to scare her off or anything." he said giving me, I'm assuming, his best guess on what I should do.
"Yeah you're right, I'll just wait a little longer. But it's just that I feel such a deep connection to her and we've only known each other for like 5 months. It's kind of scary honestly, falling for someone so fast. Even though I'm not sure if what I feel for her is love, I'm sure that I've never felt this way about anyone else, so I don't know what else to call it but love."
Throughout my while monologue Luke just sat there listening intently, and once I was done he just gave me a simple nod as a bit of a stamp of approval of what I was saying.
Once I left Luke's I stopped to get something to eat and then headed home. After I ate I decided to FaceTime Dima, I was missing her already and she just left two days ago. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Super short filler chapter ft. Lucas just because I wanted to update on his bday.
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This beautiful specimen is 20 years old today. We officially have no teen member in 5sos, that's crazy. A lot has been going on with him lately from him not being a penguin to him finally getting a gf, which has been a problem for some people.Although he has gotten on my nerves a little lately you kinda just have to love him, and even thoughI'm a dedicated Michael girl I do swerve sometimes. I don't really know what the point of this is but I just want to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUKE! 😄😘🎂🎁🎉🎊
