Chapter 24

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"Hey, so what's new? " Kendra asked her bestfriend as she did a gesture with her hands in the air and moving her head from left to right.

"What the hell, you are such a weirdo." I said as I laughed at her action.

"And you already know I haven't been doing anything. Did you think I magically got a life or something?" I questioned sarcastically.

"True, true, but not even since I gave you that bit of information last week?" Kendra stated raising a questioning eyebrow.

I simply shrugged and waved a dismissive hand not wanting to think about that right now.

"It's whatever honestly." I sighed wearily.

"No, it's not whatever. I know you have to feel some type of way, I would if somebody told me that my boyfriend may have a baby on the way with some random." Kendra replied trying to get a more detailed answer from me.

"I know, and that's what had me stressing out initially because I felt like as his girlfriend I should have been more upset about it. But I guess I'm just so used to getting disrespected by his dumb ass that it doesn't even faze me anymore and I know that that's sad but that's just where I am now." I said with a sense of relief.

"Damn, I didn't know you felt like that. That's why I don't like him, no one that you love and they claim to love you should make you fell like that. I'm sure you're probably tired of hearing me disapprove of him but I honestly know that he isn't right for you and you're not genuinely happy and I hate to see you like this, you could do so much better."

"I know Ken, but you know how I am I always have to be stubborn. I can never let anyone tell me whats best for me, so even though I understand everything you're saying, I don't want to give up on him until I'm one hundred percent sure I can be happy without him. I'm sure it's hard for you to understand but we really do have a deeper connection than what you probably think and he isn't always an ass hole, so I really do love him."

"I hear you but I'm just trying to make sure youre nor setting yourself up to be hurt again, because honestly he isn't even worth all of that." Kendra stated in a very motherly manner.

"Thanks mom, you're always just trying to look out for me." I quipped trying to lighten the mood. "And, who else would even want to be with me, I'm honestly not all that."

"Dima, don't start that shit again, I'm not going to keep telling you your worth because like you said you're stubborn but at the end of the day you and I both know that you have guys drooling over you wherever you go and no matter what you're much too good for that piece of shit you call a boyfriend." Kendra says sternly.

"Okay, whatever. Well, that got real deep real fast." I said with a laugh desperate to change the subject.

"You think you're slick trying to change the subject, I see you but it's okay. I'll let it go for now."

"Good. So anywho..." I trailed of genuinely not knowing what to say.

"Oh shoot, I forgot I have to go pick Kaiden up from daycare." Kendra said referring to her nephew and rising from her seat.

"Okay well I'll talk to you later babe. Thanks for stopping by, and for the counseling session we haven't really had one in a while." I remarked jokingly but I am truly grateful to have a friend like her.

"Of course, anytime, and if big dummy does anything else just let me know and I'll get him handled." Kendra said this with a smile on her face but could tell there was some intentness to her statement.

With that Kendra left my apartment and a few minutes later in walked the man I am not too thrilled to be around at the moment.

"Hey babe, how has your day been?" Chris inquired while trying to kiss and touch me.

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