Can't Crossdress (DISCONTINUED)

Chapter 1 - Not Again

The class of 3-E was met with another challenge in this huge place. Their teacher, Koro-sensei, was stuck in his ultimate defense form. And he couldn't break the automatic lock on the other side of the door, leading another path to this mastermind who poisoned half his students.

Kayano was the first to speak up about this so called 'challenge' they were approached with. "C'mon! It'll be such a breeze if we girls do the work. If you guys go in, it'll be a little suspicious."

Fuwa was the only one to question this idea of the 146 cm girl. "But we girls can't protect ourselves, Kayano. What're we gonna do?"

Karma obviously had a sadistic plan in mind. "Oh! In thaaaat case..." he met eyes with Nagisa. The bluenette replyed with a confused look.

"What're you looking at me for?" He pointed to himself, being careful not to drop his teacher.

Karma took a step closer to his friend, examining his face thoroughly. "Yeah, Nagisa looks girly enough," he smirked at his shorter friend.

"You're just noticing that now?" Nagisa just sighed and looked at Kayano, who was already getting the plan. He was scared when a flash of beaming light flew through her eyes.

"Oh! I get it!" Kayano held Nagisa's hand while shaking. "You can protect us since you're such a skilled student! And you look so feminine, no one would think twice that you're a guy!" She smiled at Karma's oh so brilliant plan.

Nagisa took his hand back and placed it under Koro-sensei. "What?! No!" He stepped back a bit with a disgusted look on his face. "Y-You can't be serious."

Maehara chuckled to himself. "Well, there isn't that much of a defense mechanism for these ladies if you just let them run free, ya' know?"

"B-But, um... I can't," Nagisa looked away from his classmates and teacher. "I can't crossdress."

Karma spoke up again. "I know it'll be embarrassing, and yeah, you'll probably be hot on a lot. But you need to go with the girls if we're gonna unlock the door. We're on a time limit, so we can't spend it agruing."

Flashes of Nagisa's past flew through his mind. The way his mother threw clothes onto him. The way she'd threaten him to take a photo. And many other horrible times he just didn't want to relive.

Especially, with all his friends watching.

"N-No. Not again," he mumbled, clutching his teacher tightly. "I can't do this again!" He let his tears fall on the outer surface of his teacher's body, which was nothing but a pure ball inside another.

"Nagisa-kun?" Koro-sensei looked up at his student, still smiling his goofy signature smile. "Are you okay?"

"I... I just can't do this a-anymore. Please, it's scary and I always end up crying. That would ruin the self-esteem I've tried so hard to rebuild again! I'm begging you guys, don't make me do this." The bluenette couldn't face his friends nor could he face the target they've been trained to kill.

He simply bawled softly, tears not hesitating to fall.

Isogai inched nearer to his friend, who simply backed up even more, making contact with the wall. "Nagisa, it's okay of you don't wanna do it."

Nagisa locked his eyes on anywhere but his friend, who put a hand on his shoulder. The sudden action made the shortie shudder in fear. He took Isogai's wrist and pushed it off of him. "D-Don't touch me, please."

The brown-haired boy nodded sympathetically, but he couldn't help his friend from sobbing quietly.

"I'm sorry," Nagisa spoke out, even though he felt a large lump in his throat. "I, r-really am." He gasped in surprise when he felt warm arms wrapped around his body, trapping him. "What're you-?"

Isogai patted his back, which was covered by a short-sleeved jacket he was wearing. "It's alright, you don't need to apologize for anything Nagisa. I-I don't know how or why you ever had to crossdress before, but I don't blame you for not wanting to. So stop crying, k?"

Nagisa didn't expect sympathy for himself. He always thought, if he broke down in front of the entire class like this, they'd automatically never want to hang out with him.

He didn't hug back, but simply smiled through his tears. His face hurt as he attempted to keep up this fake smile. "Thanks Isogai." He pushed him away, but did feel better.

The poor fellow wiped off the dried tears on Nagisa's cheek. "That's what friends are for."

"Yeah, friends should care for one another. Otherwise, they're not really friends now are they," Karma took a step closer to Nagisa, who didn't find his company convenient.

"What do you mean by that?" Nagisa held his hands together, waiting for an answer.

"If we're really your friends Nagisa, you'd be able to trust us with this secret you've been hiding. If you trust us, you'd know we'd never say or do anything that would mean we didn't care about you," Karma looked disappointed in his short friend.

Nagisa shivered in fear. "So, what do you want me to do exactly?"

Karma cleared his throat, getting ready to state something important. "For whatever reason you ever had to crossdress before, I don't know why it affected you so harshly in the end. So tell us, is this reason something we should know?"

"Huh?" Isogai gave him a questioning look while Nagisa crawled into his knees.

Karma glared at the brown-haired guy, looking a little pissed off. "Is it something, so serious?" Worry filled his eyes when he locked them on Nagisa. "We're all your friends, and I think we deserve to know if it bothers you this much."

Nagisa looked at his hands, which were wet with tears. He wiped them on his pants and stood up, cradling Koro-sensei in his arms. "Well, uh... I, I-!"

"Nagisa, you don't need to tell us if it bothers you," Kayano faced away from Nagisa, her front now facing the door. "I don't think you should tell us really. When the times right and you're comfortable, you can spill the beans."

The bluenette smiled at his friend's response. "Thanks Kayano." He caught a glimpse of Karma's annoyed facial expression and frowned at the sight.

Yada threw up her hand in the air. "Well then let's stop sulking and let's get moving girls!"

"Yeah!" The females of the group rammed into the door, a loud blast of music coming from the room. Which turned out to be a bar. Sooner or later, they all ended up in the room.

"Nagisa-kun. Like Kayano said, don't worry about this k?" Koro-sensei said at the frowning boy, who wiped his eyes one more time.

"Alright," he answered. But he felt extremely guilty when he saw his sadistic red-haired friend staring at him. It was emotionless, but managed to make his heart race faster and faster.

Nagisa touched his neck, which wasn't covered by his hair due to his signature pigtails. He thought to himself, 'I'm sorry, everyone.'
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Oy, I'm back with another Karmagisa fanfic. And it's probably gonna be terrible AF but I love writing so yeah! There's probably gonna be swear words in this, unlike the last one. The closest to cussing was probably Gosh Darn It! and Fricking! So now, I have a variety! :D. I hope I didn't just make Nagisa×Isogai a possible ship. Oh no.