Even If It Is Wrong And Forbidden

PROLOGUE

#2 SAGE CALYX DE VERA

"I love you." Sage whispered while kissing my neck. I moaned and hugged him tightly. He groaned when I did that.

"I love you too. I want you inside me, please." I said begging. Kumalas siya sa pagkakayakap at nagkatitigan kaming dalawa. His eyes dilated as he watched me bit my lower lip. He cursed and without second thought he kissed me savagely. I clung into his neck and desperately wrapped my legs on his hips. Binuhat niya ako habang naghahalikan kaming dalawa. I grind myself which earned him another groaned and curses. Inihiga niya ako sa kama at dahan dahang hinubad ang sariling saplot hanggang sa wala ng natira sa kanya. Yumukod siya sa kama at seryosong tinanggal ang blouse ko. He unclasped my bra and latched my breast. Napasabunot ako sa buhok niya. Naging malikot ang kamay niya maya maya. Nag angat siya ng tingin bago tinanggal ang suot kong skirt. Pinakatitigan niya muna ako ng matagal bago muling yumuko patungo sa maselang parte ng pagkababae ko. Hinalikan niya ako doon kaya napapikit ako agad. Tska lang ako nagmulat noong tanggalin na niya ang panty ko. Pero agad akong napapikit noong ibaon niya ang ulo niya sa aking pagkababae.

"I want to taste you baby." He said hoarsely. Napaliyad ako noong ilabas niya ang kanyang dila. He tasted every bit of my juice. He inserted his finger again while tasting me. Nagtagal siya doon hanggang sa tuluyan ko ng mailabas lahat iyon. He kissed me hard but with passion before he started entering. Napadaing ako sa sakit na naramdaman pero dinahan dahan niya iyon hanggang sa nasanay na ako. He is always like this everytime we do this. He knows what to do to avoid hurting me. "Damn. I love you so much." He cursed. I smiled and held him tightly in his back. He moved in and out until we both reached our climax. Pareho kaming hinihingal. Tinitigan niya ako at inayos ang buhok kong tumabing sa aking mukha. He smiled at me. Pinunasan din niya ang namuong pawis sa bandang noo ko bago ako hinalikan doon. Napapikit ako sa kanya at napahigpit ang yakap. Damn. I missed him so much. After six years of waiting, he finally came back. Ito ang unang pagkakataon na may nangyari sa amin ulit pagkatapos niyang umalis papuntang America. Yes. I gave myself to him that night. The night when he left me. The night when he chose to follow what was right. We were intimate before without our parents knowing. I had sex with him when I was 18. He was older than me. And he is my brother. I fell in love with my brother. At hanggang ngayon ay mahal ko pa din siya. Hindi ko alam kung saan kami dadalhin ng ganitong klaseng pag ibig. Pag ibig na nakakapangwasak. Pag ibig na nagpapabaliw sa akin. Pag ibig na mali. Pag ibig na bawal. Pero paano mo nga ba mapipigilan ang isang damdaming ni minsan ay ayaw mong pakawalan? I traded myself into this kind of love knowing that it can both make and destroy me. I gave my all without thinking it will leave a huge scar in the end. I surrendered in a kind of love that will kill my heart slowly. I love him. And I think that's enough to fight for him even if it is wrong and forbidden.

Created: July 4, 2016.