Fate is nasty thing (Bal)

Chapter 23

PLZ IF YOU ARE YOUNGER THAN 14 PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS CHAPTER. I don't want to ruin your innocent minds.
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Mal's P.O.V

I lifted up my shirt in front of the mirror. All of the imperfections made from the boy I thought really liked me. What am I suppose to do with that? What do I do about this. I took my shirt off, so I was only in my bra. The brushes were also on my boobs, and they hurt.
The door suddenly opened, to revel Ben in my room. I tried to put my shirt back on but it was too late.
"Mal?" Bens voice quivered. He walked over to me with shaking hands. I was still trying to straitened my shirt so I could put it back on, but he took it from me. I looked down, And he stared at me through the mirror. I could see tears starting to form in his eyes. "Mal." He said again, in a heartbreaking tone. I followed his eyes, which were staring all over my body. He took a hand, and placed it on my shoulder. I flinched, do to the amount of bruises.
"I'm sorry." he said. I turned to him and faced him. Now I had tears forming, do to his emotions. "what happened to you?" He pierced his lips together. I just looked down. He lifted my chin softly. "please. please tell me. Don't shut me out again." He pleaded.
"I can't tell you. It's not possible. He made it so I couldn't." I kinda sorta explained.
"He?" His voiced changed to angry. I shook my head. "Evan did this to you?" He puffed. I nodded my head. His voice got angry.
"Please don't do anything, he'll probably just hurt me again." I whimpered. Ben grabbed my hand.
"I won't let anything happen to you." He promised.
"Why? Why not." I ask.
Before he answers he moves his hand to my upper cheek. "Because I love you." He says. "I always have. I always will." He says. Oh my gosh! Ben still loves me. And the thing is, I still love him to. Why did it take me this long to realize it.
"You love me?" I asked one more time, just to be certain.
"I have loved you ever since I saw you." He assured me. Because he is so much taller than me, I looked up and stood on my tippy toes at the same time.
"I love you." I said to him. He smiled, that cute adorable smile, and hugged me. He slowly pulled away. That's when I realized that I didn't have a shirt on in that moment. He went in slowly. I embraced his lips with mine. It brought me back, to the place and person I knew so long ago.
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He picked me up, so my legs were strataling his waist. But I never broke away from his lips. My body ached with pain. But i didn't care, I didn't want to ruin this moment. He placed me on my bed. His lips moved from my mouth to my neck. It felt so good. I heard the clink of his shoes hit the floor. He moved back to my lips, I bit his bottom one, and I heard him moan. He pulled away.
"Are you sure about this?" He asks.
"I've never been so sure about anything in my life." I smiled. Since I was laying on the bed and he was hovering above me, I took his jacket off no problem. We returned to the heated make out session, as I unbuttoned his shirt. When it came of I saw his rock hard abs. He laughed at me staring. I began to unbuckle his belt, then came of his pants. I moved to get out from underneath him, as I ran to lock the door. As I turned back towards the bed, I noticed that he was laying there.
"Excuse me?" I growl.
"You snooze you loose." I laughed at his dork comment, and climbed on top of him. He sat up and I sat on his lap, facing him. We kissed violently. He licked my bottom lip, hoping for an entrance, and I gave him it. We explored each others mouths. His hand went to my back. With one hand, he unhooked my bra. I giggled, as I pulled him closer. His mouth moved to my neck and my hand found his hair. And his hands went down to my butt. He continued to suck on my neck as he slowly took off my shorts. He sucked harder as I moaned on pleasure. Then he pulled away.
"Your beautiful." He whispered. I just smiled at the perfect boy who was looking back at me with those perfect eyes.
"I love you" I said to him.
"I love you more." He cooed back.
"Not possible." I said while kissing him softly. I rolled over and pulled him with me. Now I was lying down and he was hovering over me by his forearm.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked and planted a soft kiss on my forehead. I didn't answer. I just pulled him closer a kissed me. The rest... well I'm sure you will be able to figure out. It was amazing. He was amazing. And I've never felt more safe and secure with anyone before. It hurt. I will give you that. No not that, the bruises. They hurt every time he put a little bit of pressure on me. And he stopped a couple times to make sure I was ok. But I didn't say anything, I didn't care. The pain didn't matter, because I was with him. I was with Ben. The person that I will love always.

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Hey guys. soo soo sorry that I didn't update. I've been on vacation for the last 3 weeks an I just didn't have the time. How'd you guys like the chapter. What will happen w Bens wedding being 2 morrow!
Xoxo
Jillian