Barely alive

Chapter five.

"Are you kidding me!" He shouted as blood began to pour from my hand.. "I'm sorry..I" he angrily cut me off "yeah you didn't mean to, well if you're going to use that ask an excuse you're always going to be like this" I began to feel my eyes fill with tears.. He didn't understand the nightmare I lived, he never would. I broke down and began to hyperventilate, as he sat down into a corner as well and placed his head into his knees and began to cry "I'm sorry this happened to you, I'm so sorry but you have to try to change, were both going to go insane." I was almost in a lost for words, the man I loved was starting to lose his mind after a couple hours without understanding I have been losing mine gradually since it happened. I touched his hand  as I was shaking "okay.. okay... just please stay." I slowly stuttered as he kissed my forehead and got up and lifted me off of the ground "lets go fix your hand." As he led me out to the bedroom and sat me down on the bed and proceeded to wrap it efficiently.