Barely alive

Chapter One.

Nightmares, they have a way of reminding you of everything you have been trying to forget. A dark room, with me sitting there naked and alone where a dark shadowed hovered over me and started to grasp his arms around me as a screamed like the life was being taken from me, I woke up screaming and in a sweat. "Amelia! Amelia! Wake up! It's a dream." I layed back and opened my eyes to see myself in a hospital room, "what.. What happened" I said as I looked over into my boyfriends eyes as he grasped my hand, I tried to swallow but couldn't bare the pain. "You were drugged, raped and he slit your throat." I started having flashbacks as a tear ran down my face and I pulled my hand away and turned to look out the window out of embarrassment, it was one party, one damn party that if I would've said no to, I wouldn't be here. "Who." I said as my eyes filled with tears of rage, my boyfriend stayed quiet "who! Who did this" the tears became busting out "why" is the last word I could get out before I started crying too hard for my own good. My boyfriend stood up as he wiped the tears from my face "we were hoping you remembered" he said as he grasped my hand, my hands were shaking as I started to feel dizzy, "are you okay? AMELIA! Don't close your eyes wake up" is the last thing I heard before everything went dark.