Chapter 11

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Im sick today, so I think I'm gonna do a lot of writing so I can update a lot idk. I know where this story is going and in a few chapters lots of shit will happen to be prepared.

i posted a pic of Bella on the side. idk if ive posted it yet, but here it is!:)

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Chapter 11 (Wes or Chase?)

I woke up to someone petting my hair and whispered soft words to me trying to get me up. I thought it was my mom at first, but when I opened my eyes I saw it was Drew.

"Good morning Bella." He said.

"Oh hey Drew." I said stretching my arms out.

"I thought you were with us tonight."

"Oh." The whole night came back to me and I remembered why I was here alone. "Well..." I trailed off not wanting to tell anyone what had happened. I didn't want anyone else to know. I didn't want to see Wes today, because The awkward truth was that I liked the kiss.

"Don't worry. He told me the whole story." Drew said.

"And what do you think?" I asked because I valued his thoughts.

"I think that it wasn't good of him to kiss you, because you have a boyfriend, but I think that you should dump Chase."

"Why? Why do you and Wes hate him so much? Matt likes him. My mom likes him. Even Laraine likes him and she thinks I would be better with Wes." I said frustrated.

"It's not that we don't like him. We are just protective and I just think you'd be better off with Wes."

"So you don't hate him?"

"No. But I have a question. If you like Wes and all, why isn't he your boyfriend?" I rolled my eyes. One feature I absolutely hated about Drew. He could practically read my thoughts. He knew me well and all, but sometimes I wonder how he can see right through me.

I thought about that for a second. "Well honestly, I love Wes and he's a great friend and all, but he's a player. See the thing about being a guy's best friend, is that you know that they will always love you even though you my be the second girl sometimes, they won't ever leave you."

"I understand, but I think that you're only thinking of what Hunter did to you. I'm not going to say that Wes hasn't had a lot of girlfriends, because that would be a total lie, but I know he would never hurt you. You mean the world to him. And how do you know Chase isn't a player either."

That made my stop. I mean did I really know Chase as well as I think. I mean I could tell you his favorite color and about his family, but honestly, now I was questioning him. I didn't know anything about his past and his hometown.

"Oh. I don't know." I said looking at the ground. There was a Long silence.

"I gotta go. Just think about that." Drew said as he left and close the door. That's what I did. I layed back down on my bed and thought.

Wes was a great guy and I had been his best friend for forever, I knew practically everything about him, but I really hadn't thought of him ever being my boyfriend. In fact, he was always like my twin or something. Of course I love him, but do I in that way? I don't know. The kiss last night was good and it made me feel different then any other kiss I had gotten.

Then, I thought of Chase. Chase. He was also a great guy and I still really liked him, but I felt as if I didn't know him well enough. I mean I did dive in into the deep end with him. I mean we went on a few dates and hung out and all of a sudden he's my boyfriend. He was a good guy and he has been really good to me and my family and friends. I just was lost. Lost in thought. Lost in Drew's words. I still don't know, and this thought process is tiresome. I gave up and got ready for the day.

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