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Lost in me

Poetry

Words from the deepest part of my blood red heart. Pouring up everything with each heartbeat. I'll show you my mind...but you can't reach it.

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JANECEK

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by zoyelle

by zoyelle

                                    
                                              My best friend is gone, lost forever. 
                          Yes, I had a best friend.
                           Life with him was like treading through a field full of flowers on a warm summer day.

                           The scent of the flowers explode over and over again in your brain as the sun warms your skin.
                          God, I miss him. I watched him die, I watched the light leave his eyes. Helpless, I couldn't believe it, my mind shut down from denial. My heart couldn't accept it, still can't.
                          I remember how he told me...'don't worry your pretty head Jo, I won't let it get the best of me'. 
                          When we found out he had stage three lung cancer. I believed him, I had no choice, I wanted to. Now....he's gone.
                          Why did you let it get the best of you Jan? Why? Now you're six feet deep in the dusty grounds of Niamey. 
                          I would never see those eyes...smiling down at me, ever again. 
                          Find a way back to me...Janecek.
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                          At a point in our lives, we all lose someone close to us. Death is inevitable.