Last chance

Chapter 12

Chapter 12

" AGHHH" I jumped up and startled everyone in the room.  

Zayn and Alana woke up from their sleep and rose, Niall, and Liam looked shocked, but Harry looked scared. 

" everything all right Alyssa," Harry asked concerned about what just happened. I nodded and sat back down. This wasn't new to me because I've been having these dreams for a while, but this one felt so real, like when the knife hit me I really felt it. I went back to sleep, but felt a pair of arms around me and before I knew it I was in the air. I looked up to see Harry carrying me up stairs to a bedroom. I didn't care who's it was, I just wanted to sleep. He set me down and put a blanket over me. As he started to leave, I don't know what hit me but I said... 

"Harry please don't leave." I said and sat up a little bit more. 

"Ok" he said a walked towards a chair and I shook my head. 

"I don't care if you are in the same bed as me, just don't pull anything on me." I could see him smirking even though the room was darkish.  

He got in the bed and I scooted to the end of the bed. He still had his shirts on, but then he took it off. I felt a pair of warm hands snake around my waist and he pulled me closer to him. I was facing him and I looked into his eyes, they were lighter than before, but it was still beautiful. I then started looking at his tattoos, I never seen them in person, but god they made him look sexy. I started to trace his 2 birds on his chest. I looked back at his eyes and they grew to be a much darker shade of green. I started to fall asleep again, when Harry started stroking my hair.

* dream*

I got up and went for a walk, but I wasn't in London any more, I was back home. I stopped and I saw a little girl and her friends running around playing hide and seek. I remember this day, so I walked around then I saw them. I walked up and saw a boy watching the TV. He had brown hair and crooked teeth and that was my twin brother Gavin. Then I turned toward the kitchen to see my moms brown wavy hair. She was making lunch for me, Rose, and Alana. She walked outside and lit a cigarette and called for us to come wash up for lunch. Another boy came out that had brown hair and glasses and that was Dylan my big brother. Then came a girl with straight brown hair that was up in pig tails and tied with two pink bows and that was my sister Sam. I walked up to my mom, but stopped when she said hi. 

"Hey Alyssa, you look great," she said putting her cigarette on the ground. 

" wait! what! you can see me.?" I asked looking at her she was beautiful. She had long brown hair with a great tan. She had brown eyes that matched her hair and long eye lashes that complimented her eyes.  

"Mom I missed you. you left me with no choice. Mom I need you." I spoke and I had tears going down my face.  

"I'm sorry sweety pie, but I can't help you. You aren't alone you have Gav.." I cut her off... 

"I don't have Gavin he's he's he's Dead! ALONG WITH SAM AND DYLAN AND DAD AND YOU! MOM YOU LEFT ME I WAS ALL ALONE MY WHOLE LIFE! YEA I HAD MY BEST FRIENDS, BUT I DIDN'T HAVE MY MOM! I NEED YOU MOM I NEED YOU NOW!" I had tears rushing down my face at this point. But then everything started to fade away. no no no  

"NO MOM DON'T LEAVE ME AGIN! MOM!"

*end of dream*

*harrys pov*

I took my shirt off and got in bed. I looked over at Alyssa and she was near the edge so I pulled her close to me. She looked me dead in the eye, but then looked at my tattoos. She began to trace my to birds on my chest and it felt good. I like the way she did that, it was cute. I started to stroke her hair and she fell asleep. I can't believe that such a beautiful girl would be here and lying next to me. I couldn't fall asleep so I just laid in bed. I looked at Alyssa she was so beautiful, but some tears went down her cheek. Should I wake her? na she's ok I think. My mind went back to when she had fallen asleep on the couch. I wonder what she was dreaming about. I might ask her in the morning. I started to fall asleep before.  

"Mom don't leave me agin! mom!" Alyssa said in her sleep as her grip on her pillow tightened.  

I closed my eyes so she didn't think I was watching her if she woke up. She did wake up and went to the corner of the room and got into a ball and started crying. I got up and went to her. She put her head in my chest as I held her in my arms. She was calming down and soon went back to sleep. I picked her up and set her back in bed and I held on to her all night.