Me and the boys (Ashton Irwin Fan Fiction)

7- talk to me

"You're in love or something?"

"No. I wish I would be in love because I need someone to cuddle with and to talk with ya know" I look up to him.

"Sweetie you have me. You can talk with me and also cuddle with me" he smiles at me.

I sigh. " I know but I need someone who cares about me. No one from the family. "

"Hmm what's about your best friend?"

"John is my best friend"

"See there is the answer of your problem " I weakly smile at him.

If I'm honest I don't want to talk wit John about my boys-problems and that stuff. We already talk about something like that but... I don't know.

" I want a boyfriend. Can you understand it?" he nods.

"I would feel lonely without Lea I mean we're together since we were in the 8th grade. "

I'm proud of him and happy that he isn't a guy who fucks every girl and get drunk every second night.

"I hate it in school. I actually don't talk with anybody about that because I shouldn't give a fuck about that but if you see all the girls there they're all a way prettier a way taller a way better than me. I'm just a little unpopular girl in school. Nobody see me like I don't exist except of John and now the boys but today after I spoke with you and went with the boys Louis and Harry said they haven't seen me before. That hurts."

My voice is shaky.

My brother holds me tighter.

"I'm sure one day you'll find a boy who loves you like you are. You are beautiful my little princess. If the boys on your school don't see that than they're stupid."

It makes me a bit happier to hear that but I know I have to wait a long time to find a boy who likes me.

"And there's something else..." I start and whip a tear away.

"Tell me" my brother said.

"So there are these boys on school they're five teen I think I'm usually totally self confident ya know but if it comes to these tattooed and priced boys I don't know what to do. They beaded the shit out of me two days after John starts to ignored me. Mom wasn't home as I came from school and they said if I tell someone what they've done to me my life would be the hell. So I don't told anyone except of you right now and please don't tell anyone. I'm so scared and every time I see tattooed and priced boys I think they're like these three boys in my school. " I show James my enjuries on my hip and on my back. His mouth drops open and his first are balls.

"If I ever meet them or if they do something to you like that again. I beat the shit out of all the three of them. Personal. I mean it nobody hurts my little princess. " He said. I can hear his anger in his voice.

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